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Natalia Alba

Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance with you Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, transcending matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

I AM a free sovereign being in an path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a free sovereign being expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience, the Source of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You
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miércoles, 5 de septiembre de 2018

New Moon in Virgo, 9th/10th September, 2018 ~ Cosmic Cleansing

We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves. 

Buddha

Beloved Light Emissaries,

As you know, during this summer we have been immersed in a very intense galactic wave in which we were constantly integrating without a pause to fully rest and nourish ourselves. September brings soothing energies and the opportunity for us to delight all the magic and miracles that this fiery phase has left us. This is also a good period for us to focus on the many changes our lightbody is experiencing as a result of the galactic activations that many of us have had and take care of our bodies, detoxifying and nurturing them, for they will show us where old energy is still impeding the natural flow of this new light. 

We begin this new energetic month of September with an earthly and magical New Moon at 17 degrees Virgo, as a cosmic reminder of how important it is for us to be grounded, at a time when we could fall into many delusions, as we continue our journey to this new dimensional space that we have consciously chosen to dwell. 

The earthly sign of Virgo, which is ruled by Mercury, is associated with the Virgin Archetype, which is by no means related to celibacy. On the contrary, it concerns the Divine Feminine Archetype of wisdom, purity and wholeness - nurturing and loving everything she touches; in the physical. This New Moon reminds us  the importance that acting as the light conduits that we are have - grounding our essence within Earth, instead of just living in the ethereal, for it is only by creating strong foundations that we can reach the Heavens.

This is a Moon, as the universal number 2 of this month confirms us, to balance ourselves and regain harmony by connecting to nature and make our soul desires tangible, remembering that we evolve as a whole, not as separated individuals, but as One with our Planet, and as earthseeds our main aim is to bring the remembrance of unity in our home planet, unlike it used to be in the past. 

With Libra and Virgo energies this month together with the Equinox, and the Sun entering into the sign of Libra on September 23rd, the message is one of unification and balance regained through the proper process of inner alchemy that we have been working on for a while. September offers us an opportunity for us to work on clearing the lower layers of the self so we can continue activating the higher ones. 

Healing negative ego & mental confusion

One of the main aspects of this New Moon in Virgo is that it opposites Neptune, The Planet of Dreams and Intuition. As you know, I do not feed the typical astrological meaning of certain alignments in which some Planetary encounters are seen as a curse or something fatal for humanity.

In my view, Planets are simply following, as we too are, their own evolutionary path to reunite with Source and their frequency simply IS. When we interpret, from our limited perspective, their frequency, what we are doing is creating a collective belief, such as retrograde periods, that even if far away from the truth, it becomes real, not because it is authentic but because many have infused it with enough intention.

Neptune's frequency together with the Moon's one have different essences and when the Moon has an encounter with Neptune, on the contrary of being a curse is a gift for us to become aware of our human delusions and egoic patterns. This aspect during this New Moon is going to serve for those who are not grounded to leave their ego aside and realize if they are fomenting their delusions or if they have finally release them.

When we are still governed by our egoic fears, and we are not even aware, we will experience many human delusions, being unable to realize that we are under our own spell. There are many forms of manipulations, some caused by society/educational programs, other by negative entities programs/implants and the most of the time, or at least in my humble experience during these years, caused by our own self-imposed programs.

The negative ego is the aspect of our lower self that lives from fear. When we lose all sight of our personal journey and let ourselves be drawn by this fear, our lives will only manifest that which is under the range of this lower vibration. There are many who complain about living in lack, not having anything they truly desire and still blame the outer. This is why it is so important to become the witness of our own self so we can be able to discern if we are sabotaging ourselves or it is caused by outer sources.

Mental confusion also comes when we base our existence in the dreams we nourish in the ethereal rather than anchoring them in the physical. The majority of the time due to imbalances in our feminine/masculine essences. This is what this encounter between the Moon and Neptune will bring into the surface, the many illusions and the many fake scenarios that we have created in the air but that we cannot materialize, for we have not began by descending this light into our human bodies.

When the light - wisdom - received, meant to be anchored within our bodies and physical plane, is kept in our higher chakras, then we are only feeding the non-physical aspect of who we are, and this impedes us to see reality clearly and hence, anchor our soul visions in the tangible, where they are supposed to grow and manifest. 

During the New Moon we will be also gifted with wonderful aspects such as the Moon sextile Jupiter and Pluto, and trine this last one too. These are wonderful frequencies that if directed wisely can help us bring clarity and order in the confusion we could feel if we have yet unresolved pain or conflicts within. While Jupiter presents us with the opportunity to grow by recognizing what is still separated within. Pluto, gives us the power to focus, and the strength, to bring into the surface what the egoic self denies, confronting all that was hidden and bring the necessary change we need to transcend egoic limitations and illusions. 

Clearing our mental and emotional plane as well as egoic layers of delusions and illness is pivotal before we step into a path of conscious co-creation and communication with higher aspects of us and other lovelight beings, for the majority of interactions, and other fake communications, come when the individual is not yet balanced and has his/her mental body ill of illusions, and hence, when this person tries to connect with other aspects of himself/herself  or beings, what this person does is simply to amplify these delusions, believing what he/she receives as being truth, when it is just another mind illusory construction.

When we are passing through these phases, blaming others or the self will only serve to continue feeding our lower state of being and probably other entities which take advantage of our disempowerment. When we are yet facing our inner shadows and illusions, and we all pass through these early stages, compassion, an open heart, and the willing to face what the ego denies is essential, for many believe to have reached an enlightened state of being, when they are just feeding their egoic selves. There is nothing wrong with this, it simply creates an energetic barrier - leaving the opportunity to ascend and grow in humility aside. 

Long periods of isolation, which is not the same as being or feeling alone, are vital to become the neutral witness and observe where we still allow our ego to fool us or where we have finally begin to become aware of the many illusions that governs the self, for it is when the true inner work of healing and inner synthesis begins. 

Grounding mechanisms vs. escapism 

During this month of September, after  the turmoil of the Eclipses, we will have the gift to heal, purify ourselves and rest. This is a month in which we could finally take a moment to witness and discern where we are in our ascension journey. It is vital that we support our lightbody as it continues to release its 3D body and activate its fifth dimensional one. This is  why we must release all emotional burdens and clear our lower self, before we can consciously continue with this long process. 

This is a month, especially with this New Moon in which we have seven Planets in Earth signs, to remind us the importance of being grounded, for it is the only way in which we could embody and anchor the light that is being descended to us, or if on the contrary, we are still using escapism mechanisms instead of confronting our inner shadows and fears.

By escapism we understand all destructive habits - alcohol, drugs, etc - used to numb the body, and soul, of what we think we cannot bear. When our desire to deny our feelings is bigger than our strength to overcome any challenges and heal any dysfunctional behaviour that our lower self is reticent to let go, then we are using self-punishment and illusions to mask what hurts.

When we are passing through any of these denial phases, being grounded is one of  the main things that will safe us from falling into negative patterns and entity manipulation. When we are centered into our heart, having it open to healing, then we know that pain will only teach us what the lower self is afraid to confront. 

Grounding ourselves goes beyond our personal well-being. Our energetic human field is interconnected with the planetary field, for as you know we are all One living consciousness under the illusion of separation. When we are not grounded we temporary create an obstruction in our energetic field channels, impeding the natural communication with the planetary field and grids. This is what creates the feeling of isolation and foment mental delusion. 

As you already know, our Planet continues its transition into a new dimensional space, as this progresses our root chakra, as well as the other body conduits, will also continue reshaping and adapting to the new planetary earth body. This is why it is so important to become aware of the state of our chakras, while we are immersed into this reconfiguration process. 

There are many signs that will inform you that you are not grounded. As always, as you know yourself better than anyone else, you will know your unique physical sensations. These are just some of the most common ones:
  • Pain or any other uncomfortable sensation in the coccyx.
  • Spine pain and/or spasms among other symptoms. It is a sign that the Kundalini is not flowing.
  • Feet discomfort
  • Sexual organs pain or other symptoms that are not medical diagnosed. 
  • Pelvis troubles
  • Kidneys issues
To dissolve/heal these physical symptoms and to be grounded, these are some basic tools you can use to ground yourselves, among many others you are guided to:
  • Nature: As always, this is one of the most effective tools to ground ourselves. Walk barefoot, connect to mother earth and the elements to release negative or stagnant energy, and absord the purity of earth. This will depend on where you live, certain spaces, even though may be seen as beautiful landscapes are contaminated and are not as pure as they used to be for us to ground ourselves. Be careful and use your inner compass to go to the places where your energy will be purified and supported and the space will be as natural as possible, for there are many spaces that have lots its healing properties due to man manipulation. 
  • Remove energetic cords, especially from sexual organs that are keeping you attached to old energy/people, and that is till draining your root and sexual chakras, impeding you to be fully grounded.
  • Clearing debris, parasites, emotional wounds, fears and spirits, whether you consider them benevolent, as it is the case of deceased familiar ones, or not. All must be cleared for you to be able to be supported with your own energy.
  • Clear karmic debts/contracts.
  • Survival fears. Very often are responsible for the blockages of the first and second chakras, impeding the natural flow of our creative force. 
It is essential that at this time, when everything from the depths of our being to our physical body is shifting, in such an accelerate way, by conscious choice, that we observe ourselves and bodies and take the time we need to heal. I understand the egoic self may tell us that we are not doing enough or anything at all, during this healing time, that we must act and continue doing things, even though when we do not feel well. 

However, the time we take to heal is not just the time we are most loving ourselves, and honoring our evolutionary process, but the time we are realizing that this is not just about ourselves, and our own ascension process, but about the conscious choice we made to be of assistance, and to be of help. However, to do so, first we need to be pure enough to offer this assistance, otherwise we are not being authentic and acting with unconditional love to All. 

Soul mission activators

This New Moon in Virgo, holds more miracles that we can truly imagine. This Moon not only gives us the opportunity to heal and clear ourselves from more of the old but also to focus on service, which is another feature of Virgo, to bring purity and selfless service to All. So for those who have already done their clearing work, they have a time to descend more knowledge about their purpose on this plane. 

As you know this is also a year of deep acceleration and while some are beginning to awake others have already passed through this initials stages and are beginning to be activated by their God Self to descend new aspects, or main ones, of their soul mission. This activation or awakening to one's purpose comes with inner work and with patience and surrendering.

Searching, asking outside ourselves simply because we are eager to do what we feel we came here to do, even though it is not yet clear for us, will not serve, for we are forcing the human self when it is not ready. The soul knows best and it knows when we are ready to finally confront our fears and begin the Divine task that once we chose to do on this Planet.

I know many people are wondering why they are doing so much inner work and have achieved so much in their ascension path and yet they do not possess a clear notion of what they are here to fulfill. This can happen by many reasons, one is because we are not yet ready and I know the egoic self will tell us that we are but if we have not yet awaken to our mission it is because there is something we have to master yet. 

Another reason is when we have not purified our physical bodies and then we cannot fully descend the mission. If we have been doing many things to detox and heal our bodies and we do not see any improvement yet, then we must change our old ways of healing or clearing and being anew, until our bodies find their unique way to release. 

There are other souls who have come here from a sovereign status, and from their dimensions, to simply be and do all by their mere essence, and I understand they would like to do more. However, it is by respecting their essence, honoring their bodies and remaining as pure as they can that they can do so and assist the most. Most of these souls, are not aware of the task they perform, for this is natural for them. Nonetheless, they are able to affect, and shift, entire cities by simply their presence, and all they have to do is simply BEing. 

There are certain numbers, between many other signs, as always, we are all unique and we all have our own soul codes, that our soul uses to inform us that we are ready or getting there to descend new aspects of our mission or simply shows us where we are in our ascension path.

I know there are many meanings for these numbers, as well as universal ones. However, these are the numbers and their specific meaning given to me, and that I also experienced in my own journey, to let me know where I am and guide me towards my unique path:
  • Number 1 and 11 represent unity, the God particle within. It can be a sign that you have finally see the God within you or that you need to find it, instead of searching it outside. As you can see this is not informing you of your mission, but it is one of the first steps towards regaining this knowledge. If you see more the typical 11:11 then it depends on where you are in your path it can help you awake or it can show you that you are moving towards unity consciousness.
  • Number 2 is a reminder of our dual world and the need we have to unify polarities.
  • Number 3 or 33s. Very powerful numbers as everything within our Universe goes in triads. They represent the New Era we are already heading into. They are a sign that we have embodied the feminine creative principle, and hence, a sign of spiritual maturity.
  • Number 4. It indicates the four elements, four seasons and the four stages of the human. They prepare you to understand and learn the Universal Laws. Numbers 44 indicate that you are where you need to be, doing what you came here to do. You live, whether you like it or not, at the moment, under the right coordinates and you are fulfilling your mission. This is also a preparatory phase to introduce you to your soul mission or another aspect of it, especially if you are a stabilizer. 
  • Number 5. This is a sign that you are beginning to be initiated in the higher realms and you could receive your sacred name or simply the channelings that will assist you at this time of your evolution journey. Numbers 55 can indicate sudden change.
  • Number 6. It is a sign that you need balance, in all aspects - mind, body and in your physical life, or that you are regaining it.
  • Number 7. This is the number that represents enlightened reached by humility and inner effort.
  • Number 8. This is an activator number that sends you the message of peace and  strength when you are passing through inner stages of personal inner work and you can lose faith. Numbers 88, denote abundance, as you already know and they can also warm you of the approach of negative forces.
  • Number 9.  This is a sign that you need to close a cycle and release attachments for it is a reminder that nothing and no one belongs to us.
  • Number 10. This closes a cycle and if you see it repeatedly is a sign that you are in denial and you are not aware of the need to close an old chapter in your life experience.
As you know, there are more numbers who are as important as these ones. However, due to obvious reasons I can not write them all. So I just leave the most common ones that are activating something within you or reminding you of something important about where you are in your current path. As always, take what resonates with your own guidance and follow, always, your soul wisdom. 

This is a blessed phase for all of us to recalibrate and balance our physical bodies and clear what is blocking the flow of the new light that we are integrating. This is a New Moon to retrieve the purity that is already there, for we were born pure and in joy. We just have to clear the shadows with which our human self covers the light. We just have to unveil all the illusory egoic layers that once were built under the false premise of our safety and begin embracing the cosmic gift of being fully open, to love, to give, to receive and to transform ourselves, into the illumined beings that we, in truth, are.

I AM a LoveLight being - a cosmic traveller - incarnated within a human body to be of  selfless assistance.


I AM here to experience an earthly realm that helps me remember the magnificence of my true existence as a Child of God. 

I AM already a fearless, pure, wise and humble being, shining my unique Essence - within Divine Love and compassion to All - and so are YOU. 

In love, light and service ∞

Natalia Alba