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Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance with you Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, transcending matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

I AM a free sovereign being in an path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a free sovereign being expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience, the Source of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You
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lunes, 1 de abril de 2019

New Moon in Aries, April 5th, 2019 ~ Andromeda Connection: Pioneers of Change

Beloved Light Emissaries,

A new cosmic gift is presented to us with a fresh and at the same time Fiery New Moon at 15 degrees of Aries, for us to break free from what keeps us small, living in the past, and begin to regain self-empowerment, and strength to continue with our evolutionary journey. The Aries New Moon on April 5, acts as the catalyst for us to align with the energies of initiation that this month introduces, and that will reach its completion in May. This is a month that indeed invited us to create change through conscious action. However, in order to do so, first we need to create this same shift from within, which is what April reminds us. 

This is a time to mold, from within, a space of clarity and alignment with our soul, the creations that we will birth during the following months. To be able to bring forth outcomes that are One with our God Will, first we need to take some time in contemplation, for we no longer create from a space of impulsiveness and egoism. This is a Moon whose main alignment, as it square Saturn, makes of it a wonderful one to taste our patience and to help us slow down in our egoic tendency to control and act, when it is not time yet to do so - observing, from a higher perspective, where we are going with what we are already creating. 

At this time I cannot emphasize enough the need for us to take a break, to create a balance between BEing and acting, for the line is fine and we may rush into the process of creation. One that needs time, patience and constant nourishment, something that can only be done by being in a total state of surrendering and alignment with our Unified Self. 

If you follow traditional astrology, which is perfectly fine, you will be told this aspect is a challenging one. However, my personal experience with certain astrological aspects is simply one of moving inward to truly feel the energies for us, without human interpretations, and to be able to discern their nature, before we can attach to them any human meaning. 

This aspect can only defy us to cultivate patience instead of the human tendency to act imprudently, and that, even though hard for many, it is never a challenge or a curse, but a cosmic gift for us to master ourselves and create inner peace and alignment, where our egoic self creates anxiety and desperation for being constantly searching outside, instant gratification. 

Beyond our earthly confines, this is a Moon whose connection with Andromeda is going to bring many stellar memories for many of us. For the ones who are working with embodying more galactic wisdom or simply on the conscious remembrance of their origins or the knowledge they need, at this time, this will be a wondrous Moon, for us to align with the Essence from all this micro and macro alignments, encounters that are made to open galactic doorways, stellar connection that goes beyond our perception of the Moon and the Planets, and that we can align with, if we know where to look. 

Creative visualization exercise

We are immersed within a very creative passage, where it is pivotal to focus our intention on our soul desires to build rather than doing it without the proper clarity. This is a month for us to surrender, until the perfect moment for manifestation comes. All previous cycles in the aforementioned manifestation, must be respected, for all of them hold the key to give birth to outcomes that are aligned with our unique path, something we cannot obtain, if we act impetuously.

During the periods between giving birth and finally seeing our creations in the physical, it is important to hold the vision of what we wish to build. There are many tools for us to keep this vision and focus only in the image and feeling of that which our soul desires. Creative visualization is vital if we desire to release egoic fears and doubts and try to be, at all times, only feeding, through conscious light input, our original soul vision, of what is being already built, in the non-physical realms.

This is one of the many exercises, and easy one to make as well, that I use for my personal journey. However, it is very powerful, for ascension, on the contrary of what is often thought, is all about simplicity. There is no need to complicate what is in itself part of our nature, as Divine beings. I was guided to share a visualization I do, daily, when I am in the process of bringing something into form, between other things, in case it can help you in your path to conscious creation.

As always, make sure you are in a peaceful state of being. Prepare your sacred space and ask for the protection of your Unified Self and Guides. Do it in your unique way, use the tools (crystals etc.) that feel best for you, for we are all unique and we all have different connections beyond the main one with our Unified Self, so what may work for one may not for another.

Sit comfortably, if this feels good for you, for me it only works sometimes, other times, I have to walk, or go to swim, if not, it will not work, but many people cannot be still, if they do not sit properly, which is also very good for our spine. So as you can see this is something you will have to ask yourself, and body, and do as guided.

Then commune with your soul. Quiet your mind and its egoic noises. For it is pivotal for you to listen to the whispers of your souls. Then, once you truly know that the inner voice you are listening is the one coming from the wisest aspect of you, ask your Soul or Unified Self, as you prefer to call it,  as for some it will be more comfortable to use the term soul, what it desires to create next, and that will be aligned with All.

When you receive the vision, become the witness of your own human experience and of the desire you just received. This is very important for you not to confuse yourself with you egoic desires. If you are one working on mastering your ego and know how to differentiate both, then this will not be a hard task. However, if you are beginning on this path or conscious evolution and assistance, you may not be so sure yet.

The egoic desires are those who feel good to us but that will not take others into account, for it only cares about the self. Soul desires, especially if you are beginning, may feel uncomfortable, at first, and you can even show resistant, for they are not meant to help only yourself but All. However, as you evolve, you will eventually become One with your Soul desires.

This is the main difference and deep within ourselves we do know from where our desires come, we just have to be humble enough to recognize this to ourselves. When we finally have ou soul vision clear, is then the time for us to begin the creative visualization exercise that in my case I do for at least 21 days. Sometimes it is not even necessary for it manifest before the 21 days end, others do not. It is all as my Unified Self orchestrates it. My mission is to help and be the bridge for my Unified Self to manifest what will serve All, in this physical reality. That is all.


When you hold not just the vision of your soul desire but the feeling of how you feel by creating something that will serve your path, that of All, and that will enrich your soul, then we are going to use the God Pattern, as I call it, which is universally called: Tree of Life, to do the exercise. 

Before going further into the exercise, I would like to explain that there is a lot of confusion with the so called Tree of Life. To me, the True Tree of Life shall represent the 12D, between many other things. So I will not follow the other tree of life structures, which to me are reversed versions of the authntic one. As you know, another manipulation from the negative agendas. So I will use what I have been told is that the authentic and universal Tree of Life, what I call the God Pattern. As always, follow your own guidance about it. 

I refer to it as the God Pattern for it is how I received it, we all have our own words to understand how Creation is built, and it is the pattern that lies behind everything we see with our physical eyes. although it is a bit more complicated than that. It is within ourselves - micro - physical reality, Planet, Universe - macro - and in everything that Source gives birth. 
You are going to paint it yourself, as bigger as you desire, if it is possible, if not simply find one and print it, for we are going to work with it.

The explanation my Guides gave me is that if we truly desire to affect/transform anything, first we have to go to the core of it, and begin to create the change within it. This is the basis of everything, and therefore, it is where we shall go whether we wish to shift something, heal our bodies or anything else we desire to birth or shift.

As you know, each number and color represents not just a physical part of our body, but also our connection to its macro structure. For example the first and red one, represents not just our first chakras but also the 3 dimension, as well as the second and third ones. So if we desire to affect certain parts of our bodies or reality that resides within this spectrum of light, for everything is light, we have to infuse this God Pattern, in the specific part we desire to bring this change, with our pure intention, and hence, though or vision, of what we desire to create now.

Thoughts are energy, and hence have an impact as well as our actions, which are consequences of the first ones. When we concentrate thoughts, feelings and actions, infuse them with light and send them into this God Pattern, speaking aloud, we begin the conscious process of creative creation, for we have already visualized and what we are doing now is to give birth, in the non-visible planes to what will manifest, at Divine Time, in our physical one.

So once you have the God Pattern with you, you are going to write on a piece of paper your soul desire, or  directly on the part of the pattern that you wish to work with, and put it on top of the God Pattern, in the specific part that you desire or near it. For example if you desire to release a 3D pattern you will use the aspect of the pattern related to the 3D, the same goes if you are working with a certain part of our body, we will use the numbers and colors that belong to what we wish to change or heal. If what we desire is to communicate with the Illumined Realms or simply any other beings, we can use the higher parts of the pattern or the entire one, depending on what dimension we desire to make contact with. 

If what we desire is to anchor ourselves within the fifth dimension or second harmonic universe, for it is the same mainly, we will begin to work with numbers 4,5, and 6, which represents the fifth dimension. Of course it will not work if we do this but then we do not walk the talk, which is essential. If we work with any other thing that is outside our time-space, then we shall use the numbers 10,11, and 12, for it is a timeless zone. 

You are going to infuse the piece of paper with your thoughts, emotions and the physical act or putting your right hand upon it first and later on by saying your desire aloud or chant it, as you prefer, with your sound tools, if you can, and we all can for if we do not have sound tools, we can simply use our voice, which is enough. 

We can take the sound tool that best resonates with us and begin to say/chant how grateful we are for what our soul is creating and we are simply anchoring, in our human dimension. Welcome any symbol you may receive, numbers, light language or any other thing that comes to you. If not, it is perfectly fine, just embrace stillness. 

Keep chanting or simply playing your sound tools as you visulize your desire already existing, for it is already descending, from the non-physical worlds, for as long as you are guided. After that, be grateful for you have been assisted whether you can physically feel it or not, and put in the pattern with your desire in a drawer or in some place in which it is safe. 

This is something you have to internalize too, for the physical drawing of the God Pattern in a piece of paper is for your human self to connect, for the human needs to create sometimes a certain enviroment as well as the feeling of being connected, physically, to something that will support its internal task. The physical ceremonies (I prefer this word than to call it ritual, as for me it is a way of honoring more than truly making something happens) also do their functions, of course,  but only once we have infused it with our light essence. In truth, this patter is within us and it is there where we have to go and talk to it, consciously. 

Be patient, there are times where we do not know, for we cannot, or will simply not understand, and the desire cannot come at this time or tend to delay, for our human self. Whatever happens, now that this is a blessing for you and that all occurs according to a Divine Plan that we many not comprehend but that is what All needs for our evolution and protection. 


Andromeda connection 

Beyond our limited human sense of space and time, and beyond what the essence of this New Moon represents for us, in our micro planetary system, there are infinite other events taking place, at the same time. Ones that are not separated from this New Moon but that are connected to it, if we know how to see beyond our cosmic events and be open to receive other energies that come from outside our Universe, to assist us in this transition.

During the New Moon there is going to be a wonderful aspect, for it aligns with the Star Alpheratz, the brightest star within the Andromeda constellation. The Galactic Core of Andromeda is very connected to our Galaxy core, as it is assisting us to evolve. This is not the only connection to our twin Galaxy, for Andromedans energies abundantly flow as well in the Sirian Giza portal. These frequencies are going to help us in many things - depending of where we are in our evolutionary journey and what we need to master/remember.

For some, these energies will be about re-memorizing ancient memories and their star lineage, for many of us come from other dimensions or civilizations, or are related to it, as the Creators Races are directly connected to Andromeda too. However, this will give many who are beginning to awake to certain memories from their original galactic families, the opportunity to embody this knowledge and use them for their personal growth, for we all need to feel the remembrance from the Illumined Realms from where we originated, from time to time, as a reminder that we are never alone and that we are always being watched by beings and forms of consciousness that we cannot imagine.

For others, who are simply on a different stage of their ascension path, they could take advantage of this alignment from this New Moon by working with accepting change, as we are now immersed in a creative passage in which many of us are transforming old worlds and giving birth to new ones. 

Andromeda beings and the galaxy in general, is a totally different reality from ours. Their reality is constantly shifting as they also shift their thoughts. Nothing is ever fixed and limited from their minds to their "physical" reality and they do no live attached to a certain way of living or ways in which things should be, for they are accustomed to be in a constant state of change.

This is something that the majority of us are still mastering, for when change comes, whether we have created it or we think we have not, especially if we think we have not, even though as conscious souls we know we have done it anyway, we are reluctant to let things/people go and being anew. We get attached to how things were, to our partners, to how we used to be, and to anything that reminds us what we possibly consider to be better times or at least familiar ones.

If you are immersed within a shift, call upon this energy and/or beings, if guided, and they, even though, or at least at the beginning, can seem challenging to feel these energies, for they are very potent ones, know that they have listened, received you petition for assistance and that if it is within your soul plan, for as you know there are some things that we have to fulfill that cannot truly be modified much, they will assist you, at the same time that will honor your path, to accept change, create a new reality and be at peace within it, something that is very hard for humans.

Emotional breakthrough 

Many at this time may be feeling the crumbling that is taking place within themselves, due to the energies of March, ones that have helped many to emotionally release that which belongs to the old and was impeding them to embrace a new beginning. If during this time you are still experiencing a deep emotional breakthrough, know that you are where you need to be. You are healing, you are evolving, and because you are having this emotional release is that you will be able to grow and embrace a New You.

We all have our own soul plan, with our own time to realize and dissolve feelings and old situations/energy. Comparisons only show us that we have not yet mastered the egoic self and that there is more inner work to do. There is no need for you to feel as if you were not where you desire to be or as if you are less ascended than.

It is precisely when old worlds collide and smash that a powerful transformation begins, one that will lead us to finally break the walls we have created ourselves and begin to regain the cosmic memories we all have within. It is important that you nurture yourself if you are passing through this period of dissolution of the old. Your body is constantly eliminating toxins, which is how we see old energy, becoming lighter and shifting in so many ways that we may not be able to perceive but that we indeed can feel. It needs our dedication, love and respect, for it is our vehicle, while we live as humans.

Becoming your own caretaker will also imply to create the healthy boundaries that will leave behind certain old ways or behaviours such as self-slavery, being the victim etc. for now you are conscious of your power and instead of looking outside for guilty ones, you know look within, take responsiblity and shift whatever situation that is disempowering you or simply wanting to force/manipulate you in a way.

Be brave to leave the old - the old you. It is not helping you in the creation of what you truly desire. This is the reason why you may have anxiety, are sleepless at nights and probably some "diseases" have surfaced in your body that will vanish, as you begin to pay attention to what your body is telling you and take care of it.

Loving and appreciating yourself - all of who you are - is essential. By doing so, you are honoring the way in which the Divine chose to experience itself through you. For this is never about us, but about All as One, manifesting a human experience to remember, again, who we truly are. This is a gift for us to prove, in the physical, the healers and masters that we are, in Essence. The choice to stand as one or continue to lower yourself, as always, is yours. 

During this New Moon and month, we have the opportunity to rebirth from the ashes of the old into the purity of our true being. The frequency from this Aries Moon, if wisely directed, can also be a fountain of great purification and rejuvenation. It is a time to use this inner fire to manifest those inner worlds that we nurtured in the ethereal, during the previous months, and use the magnificence of our inner light-power, within Divine Love, to project these soul desires in our earthly plane. This New Moon is also a cosmic reminder for us that it is time to master the masculine, the one who manifests, who protects and who honours what is tangible. 

Choose to trust in the Divine Plan, while you internally shape your creations. It knows you, for it is You. It desires for you to be in joy, for it is your natural state of being. And above all, it knows what is best for you. 

Surrender to the Divine Presence within. Remain in its Illumined, and Wise, Essence, knowing that you are loved, appreciated and valued, unconditionally. 

I wish you all an empowered and blessed New Moon, Beloved Companions!

In love, light and service ∞

Natalia Alba 

jueves, 28 de marzo de 2019

The Energies of April 2019 ~ Omni-Love: A Journey Within

The most important thing that you can do on this planet - elevate, transform and illumine your own consciousness.

Carlos Santana

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

We welcome a new energetic month in which we all feel the renewal that is blossoming from the micro to the macro, after the emotional release experienced during March. April, is a month that acts as an inter-dimensional liaison - creating the space for us to plant the seeds that will finally flourish, in the following months, bringing harmony and unity between our Yin and Yang polarities, as we descend from our inner realms all of our inner power - and visions - into our tangible plane. 

At this time, many will be guided to initiate new projects and expand in the physical. However, This is a month that invites us to ponder about the actions we desire to take, before acting impulsively, bringing into form outcomes that are not aligned with the current frequency we hold now. This is a month to create inwardly, from a space of clarity, unity with our God Self, and surrender, what our soul desires to give birth, for our human journey. 

At a macro level, during this month, especially on April 20, we will continue to experience the stabilizing frequencies that began with the Libra Full Moon on March 20 and whose portal will continue until precisely April 19, when we have another Full Moon at 29 degrees libra. As this passage of around a month lasts, many who work with the Earth's Fabrics, especially stabilizers, and the ones who have a mission to assist in the restoration of the Earth's Fabrics of time-space, will be completely devoted to this task, for it is vital that we take advantage of these stabilizing energies, as we continue our mission of helping in the re-establishment of the universal simultaneous time-space cycles. For as you well know, the matrix deeply manipulated them, so our sense of time and space was lineal and limited. 

As gridworkers, or simply as we continue to evolve, for this is something that at some point we all will be experiencing, many of you will be already noticing the new sense of time that we have, in the new dimensional space we occupy now. For many of us time is no longer lineal. We feel how time passes faster, realizing how our old sense of human time is no longer serving us to navigate through our new reality. 

The more we ascend within this eternal spiral, the more that we will feel as if time goes faster,  for our Consciousness go further than what our human bodies can go, which is one of the main reasons why it is so important to work with our bodies, so they do not suffer the impact that these new frequencies have, as we continue to embody them. 

As humans, it is important that we begin to commune with both our own personal cycles and nature ones, to fully understand when it is time for us to act and anchor our soul creations, and when it is time to surrender and just be. For we all are unique and we all have our own cycles to do so. 

Astrologically, this is a "retrograde" month as well, for the many Planets that appear to be in slow motion, from Earth. It corroborates what we are already feeling within, as it is not about the planets, as they are a macro representations of what occurs within, but about the fact that there is a time within Creation for everything and we are now heading into a time of deep communion with our soul, before engaging into a phase of conscious manifestation. 

Events can mark certain important energies that are being poured to us, but in truth, we are all communing as One. This is why it is so important that we take the time to discern, even though there is a great macro alignment which incites us to act, before we create actions that are not in resonance with our Soul Will. 

On a personal level, this is a month for us to realize our power, where we put our intention, our love, and hence, creative energy, as well as how we use it. It is very important to use it only to serve our own path and hence that of All, beginning to create the necessary steps for us to manifest only what will be aligned with our soul desires, rather than what we think is best for us. 

Stabilizers & Earth's Gridworkers

April is a month to begin stabilizing all we have anchored in the previous months of the year. This is not only done at a micro-personal level, but in a macro one, for the ones who have as a mission to work with the Earth's fabrics or grids, call it as you prefer, are going to be fully immersed in this task during April and the majority of May. The Light from the Equinox is a wondrous one to assist us in our mission of clearing and restoring the Earth's fabrics so the original ones can emerge, again. Something that is happening already in some pure spaces on Earth. 

If you are a stabilizer and are aware of your mission, then you will know how to act and when, for we are always guided where to be or go, to be of greater assistance. For the ones who are beginning on this journey, for as I am blessed to witness when I co-create sessions with others, this group is growing, you may begin by clearing egoic patterns, as well as your mental and emotional planes, so you can open your heart and discern from where the guidance you obtain truly comes from.

In the initial stages, if we do not begin by using clearing treatments, we can fall into the trap of allowing other forces, that do not respect our free will, to confuse us, leading us to places or to do other things that are only serving their negative agendas, rather than truly assisting our Planet. 

There are three stages when we awake to our role as stabilizers, as well as different types of them. The first one is when we still do not possess the level of consciousness to do this mission, consciously, as we have not yet mastered the self and learnt how to maneuver in the astral, and between dimensions, for there is a lot to learn. In this stage we assist by our essence, which already comes with the specific codes to help in this mission.

During this phase, we tend to stay in the same place, for it is not just about our level of consciousness and knowledge but about seeding this same balance into the place where we are destined to be, at the moment, as it needs of our assistance. It is during this stage that many, as it happened to me to, will begin to awake more and more, and with it, their feeling of moving out to another place. Something that will come when our soul considers, not when our egoic self wants to. This is why patience and devotion to All is so important, as many of us in this journey, if not all, cannot truly act according to our desires, but to the Will of our God Self. 

When we are ready and have worked with our physical bodies, we move into the second stage. In this stage working with our physical body, at a deeper level, is pivotal, if we desire to begin working with the Earth's fabrics. Otherwise, we will feel the huge impact that the energies that we are going to be working with, have on our bodies, making them weaker, if we do not support them. 

In this stage we begin to master Earth's anatomy, so later on we can begin to flow with our mission and work on our own without being constantly guided. In this phase many will begin to travel, if required, for they are meant to assist the Earth's grids. This is where we work with the different energies, beings, and forms of consciousness - understanding and feeling them, so we can discern about their nature and authentic purpose.

In the third stage, stabilizers will move, or at least will have the freedom to do so, if they desire. In this stage, there are new stabilizers that will substitute us, younger ones, as it was in my case, so now we can also move into a new aspect of our mission and continue expanding within it. In this stage, we continue to stabilize by our mere essence. However, we do this more consciousness and know how to move our consciousness to the different places we are called to go and assist, so there is no need to physically move from one place to  another.  

It is also during this stage that we begin to work with the Earth's fabrics, in a deeper way, learning how to restore them and how to operate in both the astral and in the physical with them, while we are awake. This is the most challenging stage, for it requires of our commitment, devotion and integrity, at all times. In this phase it is pivotal to begin working with our DNA and have healed all that was distorted and/or fragmented.

There are a four stage for the stabilizers. However, this is a continuation of the third one. It is when we have fulfilled our mission or a certain aspect of it, and then we move into a more peacefully stage in which we are not so active in the astral, and we come back to serve as a conduit of balance. This is a stage that coincides with self-mastery and with the wisdom that also comes with human age. For the human body cannot truly content, at a certain phase, what it could, at the beginning of our task, in early stages. 

There is another important issue that I would like to address, even though briefly. It is the difference between bringers of harmony and stabilizers, which can be similar. However, not the same. The first ones are here to act only by the highly evolved essence they bring, they seed harmony and love wherever they go and they do not need to do anything else. By who they are is more than enough. There are some bringers of harmony who can later on develop this task of becoming stabilizers. This is something that only they will know, when and if they moment comes to embody this other aspect.

The second ones, stabilizers, soon realize the difference and begin to be initiated, whether in the astral or consciously by their Unified Self and Guides, in the mission of knowing Earth's anatomy as well as receiving certain codes to use when stabilize and many other things that involves to do this task. 

All we do, as I always say, if done from a space of authenticity, no comparison, no delusional or magical thinking, and unconditional love to All. We do not have to compare ourselves with others. We do not have to be glamoured by ou egoic beliefs of being more, if we do certain tasks. We just have to allow the Divine to express Itself through us, in the unique way that it is meant to. The rest is egoic desire, something that it is fine, for we all are humans mastering our human self. However, this has no place, when we finally choose to be of service. For when this moment comes, we only serve God's Will, which is ours, for we are One with It. 

Omni-Love frequency

As I woke up, days before writing this post, each morning I began to heard the sound OM, which lead to OMNI, as days passes. One day I clearly was told I should begin to chant these words with my sound tools, for this is a frequency that was going to reign this month, one of unity and harmony, and that it shall be shared with All. For many of you these words may be quite usual, in my case, I have never heard before or remembered the word Omni, so I asked my Guides about the origin of this word and its meaning.

Omni is a word from Latin origin whose meaning is totality. My Guides explained to me about the difference, even though Love is just One, of love that exists. To set an example, one type of love is self-love, which is the unconditional love we have for the Divine within. Omni-Love, as I received, is the love we shall feel for All - for God, for us, for others and for All things/beings/forms of consciousness, within Creation. 

This is the love that brings peace, unity and compassion. This is the love that we truly are and that many of us desire to reach, and this is the frequency that is always present with/within us but that this new month of April brings from the Illumined Realms, for as we continue blimbing within this eternal spiral, the more that we will be remembered of this essential Truth, that was not so present in the 3D matrix.

According to the guidance I received when we chant these words, especially the sound OMNI for the word love can be chanted in our own language, we open our hearts and call upon this unity essence presents in All things and in all universes, attracting this frequency to ourselves. We can direct it to heal, to forgive, or to simply bring our human self remembrance of what dwelling in the love, light, peace and bliss of the Divine truly is. 

By chanting or repeating these words you are not just honoring yourself - the Divine within - but All who are also a part of God within Creation. This is about you consciously stating that you are One with All, not just with our current dimension but with all the dimensions, with all the beings that reside within them, independently of their level of consciousness. 

This is where we are heading. This is the essence of the Christos Consciousness, and this is what many of us devote ourselves, daily, to honor this unity and to embody it ourselves, as much as we can, to be able to commune with All. 

Planetary alignments

We are heading into the second phase of the year, moving from the Yin essence that starred the first months, especially during March, to the Yang one that will govern this month of April, with its Aries frequency. The wheel of life has rotated again and now we move from mastering and integrating all the wisdom received from our past challenges, with the last sign of the zodiac, to initiate ourselves again in this endless evolutionary soul journey, with Aries, who leads us into a new cycle with the strength and wisdom regained in the depths of our being.

The essence of April is represented by the 16 universal number - 7 reduced. Number 16 is represented by the tarot card of the Tower, which is destructive for many, but to me, it simply means the conscious change or the necessary one that must occur, for us to dissolve an inner state of being and/or situation that is not aligned with our true soul journey, and rebirth, again.

A misguided path can be destroyed by conscious desire, for we have realized that this is not the path we are meant to navigate in, or by Divine Intervention, for sometimes our God Self can cause the necessary changes required for us to return to our original path. When this occurs, the human self may tend to see it as something negative, and as if everything from the outside is causing us troubles or as if it was a curse. In truth, what we see as chaotic or as destructive, is the required frequency we need to change the direction of a "mistaken" path, for in truth all paths end by leading us to our true destination, nothing experienced is ever wrong or useless. 

On the opposite, number 7 - 16 reduced - is represented by the tarot card of the Chariot. This card represents the renewal, and triumph that comes when we are aligned with our God Will and when we have finally passed the challenges that may come with change and with the apparent chaos that seems to reign while this change lasts in our human experience. In the end, if we learn how to accept, embrace and navigate through change, we will end up being the warriors and powerful brave beings that we naturally are. 

Number seven is a mystical and master number, for it holds all the wisdom required for us to manifest in the tangible, all we desire to experience. On the contrary of what is often thought of this number, it is not a passive one, for its masculine essence means the one who wisely brings into form that which was once nurtured and properly discerned from within, from a space of love and connection to All That Is. 

Number seven shows us where we have been and where we are going. Have you mastered all the challenges that were kindly showing you what you needed to remember? Have you realized the illusion of separation? Have you found the mystic within? If so, you are now ready to bring all this inner magic, creations and abundance into your physical realm, where you decided to become a master of the tangible plane. 

At a cosmic level, we begin this month with Pluto, the Planet of Power, opposing the True Node on April 4. This is, especially when Pluto will turn "retrograde" on April 24, an energy that begins with this alignment and that will continue during all month. It is an opportunity to begin observing ourselves, how we act, the healthy boundaries we set and everything that can let us know how we are using our power. 

This months brings the gift for us to focus on how we direct our power. It is pivotal that we understand the difference between being empowered and being abusive, which can seem really easy, but there is a fine line that many cross, when mastering personal power. This is about using your power to be constructive, and resourceful to create a beneficial outcome for All.

Do you know for real the power that lies within yourself? Do you use it to bring changes that will benefit All? Do you use it to be a wayshower of how to live an empowered human experience? Or do you still use our power to manipulate/control, whether consciously or unconsciously others? Do you use your inner power to nurture yourself and others and be of assistance in all you can? Or do you give your power away, allowing others to control, manipulate and/or  enslave you? This is an opportunity for you to evaluate the use you are doing of your inner force, and hence intention, and if where you are putting it, will help All or just your own egoic desires. 

On March 5, we have a New Moon at 15 degrees of Aries. This catapults the energies of leadership, initiation and action that we have been feeling for a while, since the end of March. We end another micro, and macro, cycle, as for many this also signifies the new astrological year as well, and begin a new phase in which we now know more about all we have experienced. 

During the New Moon there is a square between Pluto and Saturn in Capricorn. This frequency from this planetary encounter is going to help us break free from what impedes us to recognize our True Essence and Path, and step into a journey of self-empowerment, love for the self, and expansion. This is where we begin to honor the unique aspect, as Aries reminds us, of who we are, not from an egoic perspective, but from a Divine one, remembering that a Spark of God lies within ourselves and we shall respect and honor its Will. 

However, for us to be able to begin anew, first we need to clear all that is blocking our way to regain the love for ourselves as well as for the unique mission we brought here. This is why this square, between many other planetary events at this time, will serve us to leave old habits, addictions and anything that disempowers us, and begin to reclaim our sovereignty, as LoveLight beings who came to experience an earthly realm, not from a victim perspective, but from an empowered one. 

On April 10th, Jupiter, the Planet of Expansion, will turn "retrograde". As many of you know, I do not focus on a limited perspective of reality. I have been for few years now releasing many fixed beliefs, especially about astrology, and to be honest, in my reality only govern my own micro cycles and Highest Will, not retrograde phases, for during these periods, all simply goes perfectly fine, as it shall be, always according to a Higher Plan.

The essence of this month is one for inner retrospection, whether Planets appear to be retrograde or not, for the frequency of a month goes beyond our planetary alignments, as there are, always, many things we cannot really know or envision, behind our human perspective. However, as the collective has created the illusion of retrograde, this, of course, has an impact, for all we create has an effect. It is our personal choice to move inward, realize all is in truth an illusion, and begin to disengage from more old beliefs that only cause us fear. 

As always, it is all happening according to the natural cycles of Creation, rather than a fear-based belief that we have created from our human limited view of planets being retrograde and of them causing us challenges or benefits. Jupiter invites us to expand from within before we do so in our physical reality. It is important to grow, to reflect and to measure the consequences our actions will have, before bringing our visions into the physical. This is one of the first steps before manifesting in the physical, whether we see it as being retrograde or not. All is what we desire to make of it.

On April 19, we have another wonderful Full Moon at 29 degrees Libra, after the one we had on March 20/21. This is the catalyst of the stabilizing energies that many of us have been working with for a while, not just for us to anchor them within, helping our bodies regain harmony and healing, but when working with the Earth's Fabrics, something that will continue intensely, until the middle of May. 

On April 20,  the Sun will enter into the earthly sign of Taurus. The second sign of the zodiac, ruled by Venus, offers us the gift to create our Heaven on Earth, connecting with nature, honoring our physical realm  and enjoying who we are and our creations. Taurus will start opening the energetic gates for us to begin grounding ourselves as well as our desires in the physical. With Taurus comes our second initiation into a deeper knowledge of how to manifest our desires from an energetic Plane into our dense world, teaching us our next lesson within the wheel of life, which is to master ourselves in the endless art of bringing things from our inner world into our human one.

Taurus, is indeed a sign that likes to see the rewards of all His efforts. It invites us now to pay more attention to earthly matters, as they are the materialization of that which is within and that which sustains us in our lives, remembering that material things are also a part of our lives, for we do not separate anymore, as instead, we choose to unify All as being equal within Creation. 

It is a time to create, to bring forth new desires now that we are about to enter into May. A time to be reborn just as nature does, as everything is giving birth to a new way of existing and so are we. We should stay open to receive all that we have been creating from within during all these months, and be patient, as everything has been already perfectly orchestrated for us to just have faith and trust that at Divine Timing, all that is meant to come into our lives, will come.

In this same day we also have Venus entering into Aries, together with Mercury, which did the same on April 17. Both Planets in Aries, which is a sign that can fall into the trap of being egoic and only look for its desires, will be a potent force that if not wisely control can let us fall into impulsiveness, for both in Aries are fast in thinking, in falling in love and in taking decisions that may not be aligned, simply because they search for instant gratification, allowing the excitement of the moment to control them. This is an opportunity to discern and ponder before we take an important decision that later on we will not resonate with.

We end the month with Saturn also turning "retrograde" too, as another confirmation of what we are already feeling in the macro - a deep sense of communion with our God Self, before we act and build something lasting, in the physical. 
Introspection is - always - the only path to self-illumination and regeneration, as there is no one or nothing outside ourselves that could ever shed light into our own inner illusions and shadows. 

By moving inward we see the Truth of our beauty as Divine beings, moving away from the human perception - we have of ourselves and others - becoming conscious beings of our own actions, which has nothing to do with being superior or more special than others, but with honoring and respecting the spark of the Divine that we All are in Essence - walking away of what disempowers us. This is why at times, we have to go inward in order to remember who we are and who we have become, as this human journey may make us forget it. 

April is a month that reminds us unity, and above all, that all the love, healing, blessings and power we search or expect from outer sources, is within. Dissolve what makes you denser than you are in truth. Use your inner power to stand firm in your path without judging or condemning others - simply walk your path as a conscious being would do - with integrity, responsibility for his/her own life experience and compassion for All. Realize that everything is more precious since you exist, sharing and assisting on this wonderful path with your unique and wonderful gifts. 

Do not fear the unknown, step into it and bring a higher awareness from all that was revealed to you while you walked in the shadows, as you no longer judge them and are now ready to embrace and integrate them, as equal. And while you are under the illusion of your human beliefs of how things should be or what you think you have lost, remember that nothing or anyone is ever lost, we are always finding each other into this never-ending LoveLight spiral in which we navigate in - as it shall be, and it Is, at Divine Time for All.

I wish you a month filled with infinite love, joy and blessings, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

Gratitude to Sequoia Arayas, for the beautiful art. 

sábado, 7 de julio de 2018

New Moon Partial Solar Eclipse in Cancer, July 12/13, 2018 ~ Feminine & Masculine Wound Integration

“Oh what a wonderful soul so bright inside you. Got power to heal the sun’s broken heart, power to restore the moon’s vision too.” 
Aberjhani


Beloved Light Emissaries, 

The path to conscious evolution, from a total state of amnesia, into a free sovereign being, is not an easy one, for it is filled with many challenges - opportunities - that trigger the inner shift required for us to regain a higher level of consciousness, remembering, again, our true nature and human purpose. At this time, in the midst of this intense passage, we are blessed with the proper frequencies for us to focus in the necessary healing we shall create for our unique journey. 

The New Moon’s Solar Eclipse at 20 degrees Cancer, sets the perfect climate for the ones who are dealing with maternal issues, sexual traumas and everything that has to deal with integrating wounds and polarity. This passage will last until 2020, for the majority of the Eclipses until this year, will occur in Cancer and Capricorn, which gives us the perfect frequency for us to work on balancing the feminine and the masculine. For as you know, Cancer represents the feminine, the caretaker and the mother figure. While Capricorn, on the contrary, represents the masculine, the protector, the one who manifests and the one who makes what the feminine births, tangible.

At a planetary level, the Eclipse opposes Pluto, which is retrograde. On the contrary of what traditional astrology says, I do not consider this aspect as a curse, but as an opportunity, for this is precisely the alignment that triggers the necessary inner crisis required, for us to become aware of our wounds and finally look our deepest fears and pains in the face and embrace them. Pluto's energy is the one that pushes us to the limit and make us, whether we want it or not, confront and transform our shadows and dissolve what the human self cannot understand and hence, denies. 

At the New Moon time we also have two powerful Grand Trines in our Heavens. One in Earth and another one in Water signs. This is what sets the tone of this Eclipse, for it also gives us the chance of creating a great transformation and harmony between our emotions and the importance of being practical too, and between creating a balance in our earthly and spiritual sides, helping us being grounded, so we can make our ethereal creations, tangible, in the physical.

Healing sexual traumas 

The New Moon’s Solar Eclipse in Cancer not only has a feminine essence but also a masculine one coming from the Grand Trine in Earth signs as well as the remaining influence of the past Moon in Capricorn. As we also have Venus in a trine with both Uranus and Saturn, during the New Moon, this is where we go beyond the astrological meaning of Moons and Eclipses of simply dissolving an aspect of our lower self and/or physical life and communing with these frequencies, for what we call energies or light waves, are not just mere energies being poured into us, but pure Divine Intelligence, liquid light, which is pure consciousness and which goes to where it is appreciated and consciously invited.

If we work with the essence of this Eclipse we can begin to heal sexual, gender, and many emotional other traumas that come when we still possess imbalances in one of our feminine/masculine sides as well as when we have been deeply damaged by other's acts, as abuses, or society, for example, when certain unconscious individuals try to discriminate against those who possess different sexual proclivities. 

This is a passage for us all to work with the deprogramming of the sexual indoctrination that for eons have been inculcated to us, for this is where all begins, by healing the many programs that tell us that we can only love the opposite sex, that we must live under the gender we have been born and many other negative agendas and manipulative tactics. 

There are many, even in the spiritual community, so to say, and this is perfectly fine, who still see this as something that can be healed, or that is not a part of a enlightened being, as well as the ones who think that twin souls can only be born in opposite sexes. Whilst I am not entering discussions, my intention is one of spreading equality as well as the compassion that we, as ascending souls, must hold for everyone no matter what their personal paths and choices are, for all serve in ways we cannot imagine, from our limited human perspective.

The imposters or negative agenda infiltrated within our mental body, by many mind control tactics, that only if we behave and are in a certain way, we are pure and normal beings, when the truth is that it is precisely diversity that allows us to learn, evolve and expand. It is now time to heal the core of the many sexual traumas in many people and the many abuses suffered that even if we try to bury them, they are still hurting some fragments of our soul that are still in pain.

The unconscious abuses, not just sexual ones, and even physical, that many of us have experienced, go deeper than certain physical traumatic situations, for these memories reside in our cells impeding us to free ourselves from what we are not even conscious of. The true balance between the feminine and the masculine in my humble opinion and according to the guidance I receive, which I completely trust after years of consciously working on it, has nothing to do with what we were taught about sex and sexual  tendencies.

The first and most important reunion shall be the one we must have with our own selves, for if we do not work on hieros gamos - inner synthesis - we cannot hold the proper balance required for us to maintain a balanced relationship, which is what is still happening. We have been programmed to get attached to other people, especially to our partners, we have been manipulated to believe they complete us and if we are not in a Divine reunion, we are not whole, and in my opinion, this continues within the so-called twin flames communities, for it is something I see that continues to be fed, and it is the main cause of self-disempowerment amongst many other delusions.

To be able to heal what once was distorted apart from the many abusive experiences we may have had, first we need to break the barriers we once created within our hearts that keep painful memories buried deep within our being, keeping us from experiencing the relief and calmness of true healing. The second step is to leave behind the role of victim, which is also an imposed one, to try to disempower the person who suffered abuse and hence, taking for granted that the person is weak and hopeless to become whole and healed, again. 

Ceasing to blame the masculine, due to an excess of feminine essence, which leads to feeling overwhelmed by our own emotions,  creating unnecessary dramas and manipulative tactics, is vital when we are trying to heal past old wounds, for we will always blame the masculine in every situation and/or relationship, for what once happened to us. This also goes for blaming negative agendas and others. Focusing on self-love and healing, is pivotal to stop feeding these unconscious people as well as to regain full control of the self and sovereignty.

This is a very delicate topic, and of course, these abuses must be followed by medical and/or other therapeutic assistance, I am always sharing about the deeper perspective of these traumatic experiences, that many of us have suffered, from a non-physical perspective, where all originates. 

The feminine/masculine collective wound will only be released as we keep expanding in consciousness, leaving behind the old patriarchal society, in which, tiranny used to be the norm for both women and men. Sexual, mental, emotional and gender enslavery will cease when we all take the conscious decision to unprogram ourselves and begin to live without fear, embracing love and using compassion as our main tool of healing instead of victimhood. 

As the Planet regains its lost feminine essence, where the values of self-love, respect and tolerance with one another are the main Laws, our main mission, as conscious, and loving beings, is to practice unconditional love, with ourselves and All, and spread non-judgement where others sow fears and separation. For we did not come here to fix and/or change anything but to naturally stand firm in our light, for this light is enough to shift all that has been distorted and shadowed by those who work for the dark forces. 

Note: Please, understand when I say at the beginning re: healing traumas of gender - I am not by any means saying people must heal how they feel with the gender they have born into but do not resonate with. On the contrary, I am referring to the ones who traumatize others for how they feel in their bodies, abusing them and hence, causing them traumatic wounds  which are hard to heal. 

Transitional phases

This is a very important phase that begins with the Full Moon in Capricorn, which had the honor of introducing this new passage, where many will create profound change in their lives, for even though we all are evolving, we all have our micro cycles and there are many who will benefit from the frequency of this Eclipse, and some of its alignments - as it is Saturn trine Uranus - to transform their lives.

For the ones who are passing through a personal transitional phase, where guidance seems to be lost, and where sometimes one feels hopeless and without direction, remember Beloveds, patience as well as trust in the Divine, in your own God Self who orchestrated your human journey in a perfect way, and surrendering to what Is, at this moment, is what will prevent you from decaying in lower states of being.

I understand when one sees only darkness one does not believe things will improve, focusing only in how they are going to change when most of the times they cannot. Once this occurs, the only thing we can really shift is how we feel inside, for even though it can see useless for the human self, is what will begin to trigger the change we desire to see, in our physical reality.

There are moments when not seeing the ending of a situation can make us fall into a sleepy state of being, again. Therefore, it is so important to work on ourselves, to have faith when all seems lost for the human, for faith is not about having it when all is going well according to our human desires but in keeping faith, even though things are not going in the desired direction. 

The ending is the beginning. However, when one does not know how long this ending will last, desperation tends to arrive and stays for a while. Embrace whatever feelings come, without dwelling in them, rise through all your human feelings and envision from a higher perspective what is truly happening, for behind what we see as chaotic, there is always a blessing, in disguise.

During our personal transition, what often occurs is that we are finally ready to embody a higher level of consciousness, and this takes time, and inner work. The more we resist - or lower our frequency - by becoming resistant to release old wounds and painful emotions or properly deal with them, the more we will be impeding this new state of being to be fully descended to us.

When we are in this phase of dissolving more old layers of our lower self, many complain they have lost their intuition or simply they are no longer in contact with their guides. Please, remember, as you well know, even though sometimes we tend to forget, as humans, we are never hopeless or without guidance, mainly because our Unified, or Higher, Self is always One with us and our main guide of all.

Our sense of disconnection comes from navigating in different states of being, nothing to do with our guides abandoning us, what occurs is a temporal recalibration or adjustment of our higher senses and during this phase we pass through a period in which we simply need to trust and have faith and let it all go, knowing we are being protected and guided, even though our human senses are not yet ready to embody this new state of being.

Another reason is that when we are ready to take another step in our personal journey, we overcome fears, dissolve shadows and old wounds, and hence, what we need is a new team of guides, for we are ready to learn and/or remember higher Truths. Then, there is a period of a few days in which our guides never leave us but they are welcoming the new ones and sharing the work they have done with us and where we are for them to know. Remember that these beings we consider highly evolved beings, are also evolving and learning through this eternal spiral and for them, guiding us, is their mission too.

Be compassionate with where you are, seeing not all that is yet to be done, but all you have achieved. You have been dwelling in the shadows for longer than you even remember, for your human self may have darkened these painful memories. You have overcome many challenges that were once impossible for you to face.

Choose to remember how strong you really are. Choose to remember where you used to be and where you are heading now. Choose to see the light you are, even though you continue embracing your shadows, knowing they are lost fragments of you which need to be embraced, instead of refused.

If you are passing through a similar personal phase, you know, you already have been there before, it will pass, and once it passes, you will realize it was for your highest good and that where you are now is thanks to where you once were. 

Cellular transformation & Self- nurturance

The alteration that our bodies are experiencing, during their transformation into crystalline beings, even if barely perceptible to the human eye, is highly significant. During the Eclipse season our bodies are going to be constantly releasing, whilst they also integrate, at an accelerate rate, these new cosmic waves. 

It is pivotal that during this process we work on the regeneration of our body cells, which are releasing many old memories/programs and become our own caretaker, for our bodies are passing through a deep cleansing process and we need to be supportive rather than passive. When we do not consciously work on helping our body cells regain its lost purity back, our cells tend to program themselves wrongly, and then it is when deseases surface, for our cells are acting against their natural behaviour. 

Resting, drinking pure water, and all your body asks you, will help in this process. As you keep integrating, you will realize how your body will cease asking you for dense foods and your diet, as well as your body,  will also become more lightly.

As I shared before, there are many who will be experiencing depressive periods, for they are passing through a profound transformation. All the feelings of being alone, not understood, feeling unworthy, all the things you consider as being "wrong" ir even "sins", especially, as in my case, if you were raised in certain religions where this belief is deeply implanted to you. 

All this darkness will be back once you begin the process of cellular transformation. When this occurs only communing with your God Self and seeing this natural process from a higher perspective, rather than from a human one, will help you to step out of this dark phase that we all experience, at some point.

You are not just releasing this present lifetime of yours. You are not just dissolving past wounds and old patterns. You are also releasing many lifetimes of mental slavery/control, and not just from this present individualized body you inhabit, in this lifetime, but from all your ancestors, for even though some came here for the first time, we cannot escape from our human heritage and all we need to release until we can finally let it all go and begin to pass from a denser body into a lighter one.

For the starseed souls and sovereign souls who descended from the Illumined Realms, this process at some point will be a natural one, for it is already planned by their God Self that at a certain time of their human journey, their bodies will wake. Some of these beings are programmed, so to say, to awake their DNA when their human aspect is ready, to begin the process of DNA reconnection. For their star families also placed, eons ego the certain codes for them to not just awake but to descend the ancient wisdom that their DNA holds.

For the New Earth Seeds, the native souls from Earth, this process will begin by conscious inner work, for they have never been awake, and they shall desire this process. For these souls the process will be more challenging for they have within memories from eons when they began their incarnations and all of them must be released. This does not mean these souls are less precious or will not ascend as the others, it is simply a different choice within creation. We are all equals, there is only one Home and there is no one better or more special than the other.

The cellular transformation required for us to become crystalline beings, implies many physical changes, for we are not just shifting to light beings but our physical bodies, especially our heart, is synchronizing with the heart of Earth. There is a lot occurring within ourselves and as everyone is unique I can only share the many sensations experienced by many at this time, which are the natural transition our bodies are having:
  • Nervous system affected - as it is the one that distributes the light/energies into the body. 
  • Headaches
  • Seventh chakra sensations - vibration etc.
  • Spine pain
  • Sensitivity to noises and certain environments that are no longer in resonance.
  • An increase of out-of-body experiences.
There are also other physical changes as for example changing residence, for our soul will lead us to the frequency that best resonates with our bodies and with our human lifestyle between many others that will naturally happen, when we finally begin to transform not just our bodies but our human lives. 

The most important, is to always remain into the Illumined Essence, and loving Presence, of our God Self, knowing that we are, always, protected, loved and appreciated within Creation. Remember beloveds, DNA reconnection is not a one-day process, and if we are willing to enrol on this personal transformation, first we need to shift our feelings, thoughts and all the 3D habits and beliefs that are embedded deep within our core and that are so unconscious that sometimes it takes a lifetime to wake to all of them.

Therefore, be loving toward yourself, be compassionate and kind, as you will be with a child who is new to a human realm and needs assistance and someone who shows him/her understanding. Love All but create the boundaries that allow you to continue with your unique evolutionary process. We are not here to reject what we call darkness, for we will not be the LoveLight beings that we say we are, but to integrate this darkness and move on from 3D labels, remembering all is equally loved within Creation.

I wish you all a blessed, nurturing and magical Eclipse, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba