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Natalia Alba

Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance with you Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, transcending matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

I AM a free sovereign being in an path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a free sovereign being expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience, the Source of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You
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viernes, 10 de enero de 2020

Full Moon Penumbral Lunar Eclipse in Cancer, January 10th, 2020 ~ Self-Restoration

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

Today we have the first eclipse of the year at 20 degrees Cancer, which is, as you know, linked to the Capricorn ones that are going to reign during these two years - 2019, 2020 - and that will provide us with the opportunity to heal emotional wounds and begin to descend, from the non-physical planes into our earthly realm all of our soul visions for our new live. A wonderful eclipse to work on familiar lineage karmic patterns as well and with our upper senses to work on their expansion and healing. 

This is if not the most, one of the most emotional and sensitive eclipses of this new year 2020. I have had since December one of the most profound breakthrough of my entire life and I am sure that for most this is not going to be easy, as due to its opposition with the Sun, we will experience a conflict between the different polarities that lies within us.

The eclipse is opposed by Mercury, Saturn, Pluto and Ceres and trine Neptune, making it even more emotional and sensitive. All this combination can trigger emotional conflict, polarized thinking, emergence of wounds, especial parental ones. 

Cancer - the Mother, one of the most intuitive signs of all the zodiac who lives in the realms of emotions and a higher form of love - represents the female principle of creation, the feminine aspect of us that gives birth, heals and nurtures everything it touches. A natural caretaker, healer and the one who is responsible for birthing our inner visions. As Cancer is the nurturing sign par excellence, it is related to the physical parts of us who feed and protect.

Cancer is also a sign that guides us to the hidden corners of our being that our lower self is not ready yet to face and heal those past wounds that we still hold within without being embraced just because they are too painful for us to accept. Cancer as a natural caretaker and healer is related to the physical parts of us who feed and protect. 

This is why any breast or stomach - uncomfortable - issues, for emotions are processed in our digestive area, will show you where you need to nourish yourself, more, as you are feeding your human fears and this is the way your body has to express itself. It is important to observe our thoughts and feelings, especially the way we talk to ourselves, to be able to find the core of the pain that our bodies experience, for the majority of our body pains tend to come from our own negative programing. 

Healing those aspects of us that are in need of our light and love is essential to evolve and move into the direction of what we wish, with a pure and fresh energy, instead of carrying within ourselves energy from the past that will block us for being in our natural state of bliss as well as to manifest the outcomes that we truly desire to experience rather than the egoic ones that will only satisfy ourselves, temporally. 

In my personal experience with the energies of this eclipse, when I normally deal with any situation, in the best calm and compassionate way that I can, I felt in huge anxiety for days, not knowing how to deal with the feelings that emerge from a particular situation. My dark polarity arose, making sure I know it is still there and that there are things, emotions and conflicts that I have not still worked with. It has been a very intense period, in which, the only thing I desired was not to let people down. However, I was letting myself down, something I worked with, and from what I hope I learnt. 

When we experience these emotional breakthroughs, especially during eclipse times, it is important to listen to what our feelings whether of anxiety or any other ones are telling us. If we desperate and try to cover them, it will not dissappear. If we feel them, listen and move inward, we can find the real root and let it go. Dealing with anxiety was the worst thing for me because even though I knew it was coming from the conflict that was occurring within myself, I could not see what I had to accept, until one finally chooses to listen, sees it and works with it.

If you are experiencing the same, please make sure the first thing you give to yourself is not a pill to cover it, or any other drugs, unless necessary of course, because it will only cover the original wound, impeding you to fully integrate the truth that these feelings are telling you. Pain is simply a feeling, we interpret as uncomfortable, lower etc. However, it is a blessing in disguise, because it is what makes us grow and embrace more inner shadows, and it is only then when the light rise again. 

Faith when things are not going as we expected them to be, is the key to beginning overcoming our present situation and anything that we are waiting to happen, which can only happens when we we shift our state of being to be in resonance with that which is meant to come to us. 

Furthermore, on January 11th we have Uranus direct again as well as Saturn conjunct Pluto in Capricorn. With this planetary encounter the path to move from darkness to light begins. For many that are still in their awakening process this will be a gift as they will finally find clarity to bring change into themselves and lives. 

After a very emotional eclipse and after the collective turmoil that this alignment will generate, for its frequency is meant to awake the masses, search for a new order and reestablishment of values, we are going to being restructuring our lives and getting out of the darkness to find a new direction into our lives, where we can create something new out of the ashes of the old. 

On another hand, within a very earthly year, we begin by being assisted to make our soul visions tangible and go after what we truly desire. This is a harmony portal that literally greets us within this new cosmic cycle that we already began and that is going to give us the opportunity to live as the free sovereign being that we are, using their power to build and work as One rather than fomenting separation.

It is a Moon that invites us to dwell in Oneness, which is what we, as ascending souls, are constantly working on. Unity from both within and in our outer lives which brings healing, integration and the awareness required to unify that which is fragmented by our limited minds and that causes imbalances in our human existence, that at the same time, has an impact in All as well. 

When we finally conquer and understand our inner shadows as well as our light, moving from a state of fragmentation and human illusion into a state of wholeness, is that we are able to transition into a higher state of being and new way of living. Wherever you are is perfect, as this benevolent Universe is always offering us infinite soul encounters and different experiences for us to remember our True Path, which is always one of soul integration and constant expansion. Wherever you are, is always leading you to where you should be next, do not compare yourself to others, for you - as well as your journey - is unique and precious.

This loving Full Moon in Cancer is inviting us to give up all inner fights and surrender to a Higher Intelligence and begin to create a universal family, as well as mastering the art of creating the perfect harmony and balance within so we can navigate through our physical reality as well as relationships. For it is when we finally leave our old perspective of how things should be behind, that everything in our human existence begins to manifest in its natural form, just as our life experiences are meant to occur and not as we want them to be.

I wish you All a blessed and healing Eclipse in Cancer, Beloved Companions! Thanks for all the love and kindness towards me, for it is deeply felt and appreciated.

In love and light ∞


Natalia Alba 

jueves, 28 de marzo de 2019

The Energies of April 2019 ~ Omni-Love: A Journey Within

The most important thing that you can do on this planet - elevate, transform and illumine your own consciousness.

Carlos Santana

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

We welcome a new energetic month in which we all feel the renewal that is blossoming from the micro to the macro, after the emotional release experienced during March. April, is a month that acts as an inter-dimensional liaison - creating the space for us to plant the seeds that will finally flourish, in the following months, bringing harmony and unity between our Yin and Yang polarities, as we descend from our inner realms all of our inner power - and visions - into our tangible plane. 

At this time, many will be guided to initiate new projects and expand in the physical. However, This is a month that invites us to ponder about the actions we desire to take, before acting impulsively, bringing into form outcomes that are not aligned with the current frequency we hold now. This is a month to create inwardly, from a space of clarity, unity with our God Self, and surrender, what our soul desires to give birth, for our human journey. 

At a macro level, during this month, especially on April 20, we will continue to experience the stabilizing frequencies that began with the Libra Full Moon on March 20 and whose portal will continue until precisely April 19, when we have another Full Moon at 29 degrees libra. As this passage of around a month lasts, many who work with the Earth's Fabrics, especially stabilizers, and the ones who have a mission to assist in the restoration of the Earth's Fabrics of time-space, will be completely devoted to this task, for it is vital that we take advantage of these stabilizing energies, as we continue our mission of helping in the re-establishment of the universal simultaneous time-space cycles. For as you well know, the matrix deeply manipulated them, so our sense of time and space was lineal and limited. 

As gridworkers, or simply as we continue to evolve, for this is something that at some point we all will be experiencing, many of you will be already noticing the new sense of time that we have, in the new dimensional space we occupy now. For many of us time is no longer lineal. We feel how time passes faster, realizing how our old sense of human time is no longer serving us to navigate through our new reality. 

The more we ascend within this eternal spiral, the more that we will feel as if time goes faster,  for our Consciousness go further than what our human bodies can go, which is one of the main reasons why it is so important to work with our bodies, so they do not suffer the impact that these new frequencies have, as we continue to embody them. 

As humans, it is important that we begin to commune with both our own personal cycles and nature ones, to fully understand when it is time for us to act and anchor our soul creations, and when it is time to surrender and just be. For we all are unique and we all have our own cycles to do so. 

Astrologically, this is a "retrograde" month as well, for the many Planets that appear to be in slow motion, from Earth. It corroborates what we are already feeling within, as it is not about the planets, as they are a macro representations of what occurs within, but about the fact that there is a time within Creation for everything and we are now heading into a time of deep communion with our soul, before engaging into a phase of conscious manifestation. 

Events can mark certain important energies that are being poured to us, but in truth, we are all communing as One. This is why it is so important that we take the time to discern, even though there is a great macro alignment which incites us to act, before we create actions that are not in resonance with our Soul Will. 

On a personal level, this is a month for us to realize our power, where we put our intention, our love, and hence, creative energy, as well as how we use it. It is very important to use it only to serve our own path and hence that of All, beginning to create the necessary steps for us to manifest only what will be aligned with our soul desires, rather than what we think is best for us. 

Stabilizers & Earth's Gridworkers

April is a month to begin stabilizing all we have anchored in the previous months of the year. This is not only done at a micro-personal level, but in a macro one, for the ones who have as a mission to work with the Earth's fabrics or grids, call it as you prefer, are going to be fully immersed in this task during April and the majority of May. The Light from the Equinox is a wondrous one to assist us in our mission of clearing and restoring the Earth's fabrics so the original ones can emerge, again. Something that is happening already in some pure spaces on Earth. 

If you are a stabilizer and are aware of your mission, then you will know how to act and when, for we are always guided where to be or go, to be of greater assistance. For the ones who are beginning on this journey, for as I am blessed to witness when I co-create sessions with others, this group is growing, you may begin by clearing egoic patterns, as well as your mental and emotional planes, so you can open your heart and discern from where the guidance you obtain truly comes from.

In the initial stages, if we do not begin by using clearing treatments, we can fall into the trap of allowing other forces, that do not respect our free will, to confuse us, leading us to places or to do other things that are only serving their negative agendas, rather than truly assisting our Planet. 

There are three stages when we awake to our role as stabilizers, as well as different types of them. The first one is when we still do not possess the level of consciousness to do this mission, consciously, as we have not yet mastered the self and learnt how to maneuver in the astral, and between dimensions, for there is a lot to learn. In this stage we assist by our essence, which already comes with the specific codes to help in this mission.

During this phase, we tend to stay in the same place, for it is not just about our level of consciousness and knowledge but about seeding this same balance into the place where we are destined to be, at the moment, as it needs of our assistance. It is during this stage that many, as it happened to me to, will begin to awake more and more, and with it, their feeling of moving out to another place. Something that will come when our soul considers, not when our egoic self wants to. This is why patience and devotion to All is so important, as many of us in this journey, if not all, cannot truly act according to our desires, but to the Will of our God Self. 

When we are ready and have worked with our physical bodies, we move into the second stage. In this stage working with our physical body, at a deeper level, is pivotal, if we desire to begin working with the Earth's fabrics. Otherwise, we will feel the huge impact that the energies that we are going to be working with, have on our bodies, making them weaker, if we do not support them. 

In this stage we begin to master Earth's anatomy, so later on we can begin to flow with our mission and work on our own without being constantly guided. In this phase many will begin to travel, if required, for they are meant to assist the Earth's grids. This is where we work with the different energies, beings, and forms of consciousness - understanding and feeling them, so we can discern about their nature and authentic purpose.

In the third stage, stabilizers will move, or at least will have the freedom to do so, if they desire. In this stage, there are new stabilizers that will substitute us, younger ones, as it was in my case, so now we can also move into a new aspect of our mission and continue expanding within it. In this stage, we continue to stabilize by our mere essence. However, we do this more consciousness and know how to move our consciousness to the different places we are called to go and assist, so there is no need to physically move from one place to  another.  

It is also during this stage that we begin to work with the Earth's fabrics, in a deeper way, learning how to restore them and how to operate in both the astral and in the physical with them, while we are awake. This is the most challenging stage, for it requires of our commitment, devotion and integrity, at all times. In this phase it is pivotal to begin working with our DNA and have healed all that was distorted and/or fragmented.

There are a four stage for the stabilizers. However, this is a continuation of the third one. It is when we have fulfilled our mission or a certain aspect of it, and then we move into a more peacefully stage in which we are not so active in the astral, and we come back to serve as a conduit of balance. This is a stage that coincides with self-mastery and with the wisdom that also comes with human age. For the human body cannot truly content, at a certain phase, what it could, at the beginning of our task, in early stages. 

There is another important issue that I would like to address, even though briefly. It is the difference between bringers of harmony and stabilizers, which can be similar. However, not the same. The first ones are here to act only by the highly evolved essence they bring, they seed harmony and love wherever they go and they do not need to do anything else. By who they are is more than enough. There are some bringers of harmony who can later on develop this task of becoming stabilizers. This is something that only they will know, when and if they moment comes to embody this other aspect.

The second ones, stabilizers, soon realize the difference and begin to be initiated, whether in the astral or consciously by their Unified Self and Guides, in the mission of knowing Earth's anatomy as well as receiving certain codes to use when stabilize and many other things that involves to do this task. 

All we do, as I always say, if done from a space of authenticity, no comparison, no delusional or magical thinking, and unconditional love to All. We do not have to compare ourselves with others. We do not have to be glamoured by ou egoic beliefs of being more, if we do certain tasks. We just have to allow the Divine to express Itself through us, in the unique way that it is meant to. The rest is egoic desire, something that it is fine, for we all are humans mastering our human self. However, this has no place, when we finally choose to be of service. For when this moment comes, we only serve God's Will, which is ours, for we are One with It. 

Omni-Love frequency

As I woke up, days before writing this post, each morning I began to heard the sound OM, which lead to OMNI, as days passes. One day I clearly was told I should begin to chant these words with my sound tools, for this is a frequency that was going to reign this month, one of unity and harmony, and that it shall be shared with All. For many of you these words may be quite usual, in my case, I have never heard before or remembered the word Omni, so I asked my Guides about the origin of this word and its meaning.

Omni is a word from Latin origin whose meaning is totality. My Guides explained to me about the difference, even though Love is just One, of love that exists. To set an example, one type of love is self-love, which is the unconditional love we have for the Divine within. Omni-Love, as I received, is the love we shall feel for All - for God, for us, for others and for All things/beings/forms of consciousness, within Creation. 

This is the love that brings peace, unity and compassion. This is the love that we truly are and that many of us desire to reach, and this is the frequency that is always present with/within us but that this new month of April brings from the Illumined Realms, for as we continue blimbing within this eternal spiral, the more that we will be remembered of this essential Truth, that was not so present in the 3D matrix.

According to the guidance I received when we chant these words, especially the sound OMNI for the word love can be chanted in our own language, we open our hearts and call upon this unity essence presents in All things and in all universes, attracting this frequency to ourselves. We can direct it to heal, to forgive, or to simply bring our human self remembrance of what dwelling in the love, light, peace and bliss of the Divine truly is. 

By chanting or repeating these words you are not just honoring yourself - the Divine within - but All who are also a part of God within Creation. This is about you consciously stating that you are One with All, not just with our current dimension but with all the dimensions, with all the beings that reside within them, independently of their level of consciousness. 

This is where we are heading. This is the essence of the Christos Consciousness, and this is what many of us devote ourselves, daily, to honor this unity and to embody it ourselves, as much as we can, to be able to commune with All. 

Planetary alignments

We are heading into the second phase of the year, moving from the Yin essence that starred the first months, especially during March, to the Yang one that will govern this month of April, with its Aries frequency. The wheel of life has rotated again and now we move from mastering and integrating all the wisdom received from our past challenges, with the last sign of the zodiac, to initiate ourselves again in this endless evolutionary soul journey, with Aries, who leads us into a new cycle with the strength and wisdom regained in the depths of our being.

The essence of April is represented by the 16 universal number - 7 reduced. Number 16 is represented by the tarot card of the Tower, which is destructive for many, but to me, it simply means the conscious change or the necessary one that must occur, for us to dissolve an inner state of being and/or situation that is not aligned with our true soul journey, and rebirth, again.

A misguided path can be destroyed by conscious desire, for we have realized that this is not the path we are meant to navigate in, or by Divine Intervention, for sometimes our God Self can cause the necessary changes required for us to return to our original path. When this occurs, the human self may tend to see it as something negative, and as if everything from the outside is causing us troubles or as if it was a curse. In truth, what we see as chaotic or as destructive, is the required frequency we need to change the direction of a "mistaken" path, for in truth all paths end by leading us to our true destination, nothing experienced is ever wrong or useless. 

On the opposite, number 7 - 16 reduced - is represented by the tarot card of the Chariot. This card represents the renewal, and triumph that comes when we are aligned with our God Will and when we have finally passed the challenges that may come with change and with the apparent chaos that seems to reign while this change lasts in our human experience. In the end, if we learn how to accept, embrace and navigate through change, we will end up being the warriors and powerful brave beings that we naturally are. 

Number seven is a mystical and master number, for it holds all the wisdom required for us to manifest in the tangible, all we desire to experience. On the contrary of what is often thought of this number, it is not a passive one, for its masculine essence means the one who wisely brings into form that which was once nurtured and properly discerned from within, from a space of love and connection to All That Is. 

Number seven shows us where we have been and where we are going. Have you mastered all the challenges that were kindly showing you what you needed to remember? Have you realized the illusion of separation? Have you found the mystic within? If so, you are now ready to bring all this inner magic, creations and abundance into your physical realm, where you decided to become a master of the tangible plane. 

At a cosmic level, we begin this month with Pluto, the Planet of Power, opposing the True Node on April 4. This is, especially when Pluto will turn "retrograde" on April 24, an energy that begins with this alignment and that will continue during all month. It is an opportunity to begin observing ourselves, how we act, the healthy boundaries we set and everything that can let us know how we are using our power. 

This months brings the gift for us to focus on how we direct our power. It is pivotal that we understand the difference between being empowered and being abusive, which can seem really easy, but there is a fine line that many cross, when mastering personal power. This is about using your power to be constructive, and resourceful to create a beneficial outcome for All.

Do you know for real the power that lies within yourself? Do you use it to bring changes that will benefit All? Do you use it to be a wayshower of how to live an empowered human experience? Or do you still use our power to manipulate/control, whether consciously or unconsciously others? Do you use your inner power to nurture yourself and others and be of assistance in all you can? Or do you give your power away, allowing others to control, manipulate and/or  enslave you? This is an opportunity for you to evaluate the use you are doing of your inner force, and hence intention, and if where you are putting it, will help All or just your own egoic desires. 

On March 5, we have a New Moon at 15 degrees of Aries. This catapults the energies of leadership, initiation and action that we have been feeling for a while, since the end of March. We end another micro, and macro, cycle, as for many this also signifies the new astrological year as well, and begin a new phase in which we now know more about all we have experienced. 

During the New Moon there is a square between Pluto and Saturn in Capricorn. This frequency from this planetary encounter is going to help us break free from what impedes us to recognize our True Essence and Path, and step into a journey of self-empowerment, love for the self, and expansion. This is where we begin to honor the unique aspect, as Aries reminds us, of who we are, not from an egoic perspective, but from a Divine one, remembering that a Spark of God lies within ourselves and we shall respect and honor its Will. 

However, for us to be able to begin anew, first we need to clear all that is blocking our way to regain the love for ourselves as well as for the unique mission we brought here. This is why this square, between many other planetary events at this time, will serve us to leave old habits, addictions and anything that disempowers us, and begin to reclaim our sovereignty, as LoveLight beings who came to experience an earthly realm, not from a victim perspective, but from an empowered one. 

On April 10th, Jupiter, the Planet of Expansion, will turn "retrograde". As many of you know, I do not focus on a limited perspective of reality. I have been for few years now releasing many fixed beliefs, especially about astrology, and to be honest, in my reality only govern my own micro cycles and Highest Will, not retrograde phases, for during these periods, all simply goes perfectly fine, as it shall be, always according to a Higher Plan.

The essence of this month is one for inner retrospection, whether Planets appear to be retrograde or not, for the frequency of a month goes beyond our planetary alignments, as there are, always, many things we cannot really know or envision, behind our human perspective. However, as the collective has created the illusion of retrograde, this, of course, has an impact, for all we create has an effect. It is our personal choice to move inward, realize all is in truth an illusion, and begin to disengage from more old beliefs that only cause us fear. 

As always, it is all happening according to the natural cycles of Creation, rather than a fear-based belief that we have created from our human limited view of planets being retrograde and of them causing us challenges or benefits. Jupiter invites us to expand from within before we do so in our physical reality. It is important to grow, to reflect and to measure the consequences our actions will have, before bringing our visions into the physical. This is one of the first steps before manifesting in the physical, whether we see it as being retrograde or not. All is what we desire to make of it.

On April 19, we have another wonderful Full Moon at 29 degrees Libra, after the one we had on March 20/21. This is the catalyst of the stabilizing energies that many of us have been working with for a while, not just for us to anchor them within, helping our bodies regain harmony and healing, but when working with the Earth's Fabrics, something that will continue intensely, until the middle of May. 

On April 20,  the Sun will enter into the earthly sign of Taurus. The second sign of the zodiac, ruled by Venus, offers us the gift to create our Heaven on Earth, connecting with nature, honoring our physical realm  and enjoying who we are and our creations. Taurus will start opening the energetic gates for us to begin grounding ourselves as well as our desires in the physical. With Taurus comes our second initiation into a deeper knowledge of how to manifest our desires from an energetic Plane into our dense world, teaching us our next lesson within the wheel of life, which is to master ourselves in the endless art of bringing things from our inner world into our human one.

Taurus, is indeed a sign that likes to see the rewards of all His efforts. It invites us now to pay more attention to earthly matters, as they are the materialization of that which is within and that which sustains us in our lives, remembering that material things are also a part of our lives, for we do not separate anymore, as instead, we choose to unify All as being equal within Creation. 

It is a time to create, to bring forth new desires now that we are about to enter into May. A time to be reborn just as nature does, as everything is giving birth to a new way of existing and so are we. We should stay open to receive all that we have been creating from within during all these months, and be patient, as everything has been already perfectly orchestrated for us to just have faith and trust that at Divine Timing, all that is meant to come into our lives, will come.

In this same day we also have Venus entering into Aries, together with Mercury, which did the same on April 17. Both Planets in Aries, which is a sign that can fall into the trap of being egoic and only look for its desires, will be a potent force that if not wisely control can let us fall into impulsiveness, for both in Aries are fast in thinking, in falling in love and in taking decisions that may not be aligned, simply because they search for instant gratification, allowing the excitement of the moment to control them. This is an opportunity to discern and ponder before we take an important decision that later on we will not resonate with.

We end the month with Saturn also turning "retrograde" too, as another confirmation of what we are already feeling in the macro - a deep sense of communion with our God Self, before we act and build something lasting, in the physical. 
Introspection is - always - the only path to self-illumination and regeneration, as there is no one or nothing outside ourselves that could ever shed light into our own inner illusions and shadows. 

By moving inward we see the Truth of our beauty as Divine beings, moving away from the human perception - we have of ourselves and others - becoming conscious beings of our own actions, which has nothing to do with being superior or more special than others, but with honoring and respecting the spark of the Divine that we All are in Essence - walking away of what disempowers us. This is why at times, we have to go inward in order to remember who we are and who we have become, as this human journey may make us forget it. 

April is a month that reminds us unity, and above all, that all the love, healing, blessings and power we search or expect from outer sources, is within. Dissolve what makes you denser than you are in truth. Use your inner power to stand firm in your path without judging or condemning others - simply walk your path as a conscious being would do - with integrity, responsibility for his/her own life experience and compassion for All. Realize that everything is more precious since you exist, sharing and assisting on this wonderful path with your unique and wonderful gifts. 

Do not fear the unknown, step into it and bring a higher awareness from all that was revealed to you while you walked in the shadows, as you no longer judge them and are now ready to embrace and integrate them, as equal. And while you are under the illusion of your human beliefs of how things should be or what you think you have lost, remember that nothing or anyone is ever lost, we are always finding each other into this never-ending LoveLight spiral in which we navigate in - as it shall be, and it Is, at Divine Time for All.

I wish you a month filled with infinite love, joy and blessings, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

Gratitude to Sequoia Arayas, for the beautiful art. 

jueves, 7 de marzo de 2019

Emotional Release

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

As you know we are immersed within a very creative, and profound, Piscean-Neptunian passage, where many of us, depending on where we are in our unique path, for we all have our micro cycles, are already feeling, or about to, feel the deep emotional impact from these Piscean energies. For the ones who no longer fear to completely experience the energies as they truly are, this is going to be a magical and powerful month, especially for the ones who were born, as it is my case, under this Water sign, for this phase, especially with the New Moon that we just had in Pisces, is going to offer us the opportunity to emotionally release that which belongs to the old and it is blocking our conscious desire to co-create in the new timeline that we have consciously chosen.

This is indeed a chance for us to work on self-liberation. As you know ascension is not about constantly integrating and raising our frequency, but about precisely working on emotional clearing, that we are able to grow and embody new levels consciousness, for it is by doing so that we dissolve the veils of illusions, past wounds and traumatic experiences that impede us to fully embrace a path of conscious expansion. 

Piscean energies together with the ones from Uranus in Taurus, are going to help us bringing into the surface not just our soul visions, but all of our hidden emotions/wounds, giving us the opportunity to make them conscious, so we can deal with them, dissolving all that has already fulfilled a purpose, in our human evolution, and learning process of remembering who we are and our unique purpose. 

Pisces as you know, is the last sign of the zodiac, it is where we finally release an old cycle of slavery and learn from everything experienced with the rest of the signs. Pisces comes to burn old worlds as well as the bridges that we have emotionally built to them. It is when we finally awake to the Truth, of who we are, of what we came here to master, share and of what is impeding us to embrace our Divine potential. 

It is with Pisces that all that is still hurting our soul, even though we are not conscious of it, comes back, for these are all fragments of our soul, dwelling in pain, in fear, waiting for us to embrace them, and bring them back Home, which is the individualized aspect of us called X, incarnated at this specific time within Creation.

It is precisely by unifying all these lost soul fragments, all the pain and wounds that are still mourning within our heart, that we can become whole, and hence healed, again. This is what gives us the Divine Gift of forgiving ourselves and others who have touched our lives, and by doing so, they have also left us a gift, for us to understand and embrace it, if guided, when the moment comes. For all is, at the end, a gift for us to accept and grow from it, or not.

The New Moon in Pisces on March 6th, as well as this entire month, is a period of deep communion with our God Self, for it is by turning inward that all we need to know, at this time, can be revealed. Revelations are not good or bad, as humans tend to label, they simply fulfill a purpose within Creation, which is one of delivering the information required for us to know where we are heading and of what is necessary for us to dissolve.

One can be revealed a certain aspect of themselves that needs unification. A certain truth that has been hidden by others or simply by our egoic tendency to protect us of what hurts us, or about any other issue that our God Self considers relevant for us to integrate, at this time. For me, exactly on the day of the New Moon, it was all about being open to receive the truth about a certain relationship (it does not have to be a romantic one) and the true intentions, since the very beginning of this person. To me, it was going to be a co-create relationship. I was in love with what we were going to create together. However, the intention of the other person was different, for it was simply one based on egoic premises. 

All is, always, well as it Is. This is not about being sad or any of these emotions that arise when we have been holding expectations regarding someone or to any project. For as evolving beings, many of us have as a part of our mission, the task to help the collective transmute, as they continue with the transformational process they are immersed into. 

This is not just about egoic feelings or having a bad day, for as ascending souls, we are far enough of these dramas. This is about assisting, in ways that sometimes make not easy to discern if what we feel comes from our mission to assist in this transitional process, of belongs to something we are experiencing ourselves. 

This also required of us a deep understanding of how the cellular process of releasing works, and how important it is to allow the connection between our emotions and our body, as to set and example, by shedding tears, we are allowing specific parts of our body to finally free an old blockage, as well as to empty ourselves of past energy, so we can embrace a new frequency. 

When our lightbody is moving into a new level of consciousness, we are going to experience many hidden emotions coming into the surface. It is hard for us when we finally are able to glimpse the truth, for our egoic self will deny it, hide it or fight it before embracing and accepting it. When we are immersed in that process, the who, what, how, and when, do not matter... the important thing is to become aware of the blessing in disguise that this person has brought to us or a particular situation.

This has nothing to do with being good or bad. It simply has to do with taking responsibility for something we have created for our human journey, being responsible, and brace enough, to learn from it. It is all about becoming more conscious, and about feeling all the pain and crying all the tears we have inside, for if not, our heart cannot grow in love and expand into it. Sometimes we all need something that comes not to damage us, but to save us by breaking the barriers we build into our heart as a protection mode, so we can love, again, unconditionally.

During this time, especially if you are experiencing an emotional release, many emotions/patterns can surface, as an indication of the emotional clearing that is taking place or that you need to do. Some of these are:
  • Fall into the victim or victimizer roles. 
  • Guilt. It is very important to work with blaming ourselves or others in our healing process. These are patterns that have been imposed to us, since we were born. In truth, there is no such a thing as blame. What is important is to be responsible for all we have done and use this to increase in awareness, and in love and compassion, toward ourselves and others. Using blame to punish ourselves will only foment old illusions and victimhood because the Universe do not blame anyone or punish, this is human, and must be dissolved, if we desire to truly become free sovereign beings. 
  • Rumination
  • Self-defence/justification.
  • Impulsive behaviours. 
  • Self-negative talk. This can be contrasted by focusing and working on self-love and worth.
  • Negative thoughts
  • Rage
  • Revenge
  • Self-harm patterns: addictions, toxic attachments or any other things that we use as a form of self-punishment. 
These are patterns that need our dedication and care, for if we do not love ourselves and become our own caretakers, there will be no other one that could heal these emotions and patterns for us.

It is important to look at ourselves with neutrality, until we will be able to fully merge with all the emotions and see from where they come. There are other tools, if you are passing through an emotional healing phase that could help you to face and embrace and heal all these emotions, so you can begin the process of healing:
  • Soul retrieval
  • EFT - emotional freedom techniques - I am a EFT practitioner, and it has helped me a great deal, when I began on this ascension journey, and it is something you can do yourself, for as I always say, we have to be responsible for our own healing process.
  • Somatic techniques for trauma and somatic grounding techniques for those who are dealing with past flashes or old patterns that come from old timelines.
As always, you know yourself better than anyone else and as you own master and healer, you will know what tools best resonate with who you are and with what your body needs. 

Surrendering, letting all go, whether in form of tears or in any other way that feels good to your unique process is good for the releasement of old relationships, jobs or dramatic situations. All the pain is a message for you to decide, at every single moment, whether you decide to engage in this past energy or allow yourself to feel, and release, pain in your unique way and step into a new state of being.

It is precisely remaining in pain, after having understood the gift it brought, to us what makes us fall into the trap of victimhood and other similar human roles. When we begin to ask ourselves the whys, the hows and the whens, we are anchored, again, in a past timeline. In the moment we decide to bless what our egoic self is reticent to let go, surrender and allow ourselves to pass through this releasing process, we have given ourselves the opportunity to expand and create from a totally different state of being.

When we are in the process of dissolving old energy/wounds, or whatever it is you need to liberate yourself from, we need of our love and assistance, for we are the first ones who have to be compassionate toward ourselves. Dwelling in the things you think you made wrong, in what you think others did to you or in what did not work, will only add more suffering, for you are creating an energy that is not aligned with the truth of who you are.

What is important is who you are Now. How you feel Now and the intention you put into all you think, say and do Now. What you did in the past, is no longer here except for your conscious or unconscious desire to bring it back. You do this every time you decide to remember and focus on what you did or not. Focus on what IS Now. It is the only way in which we can aligned with the present frequency, heal, and expand into new horizons.

As humans it is very hard for us to let go and understand that sometimes things are not going to happen in the way we wanted them to occur, simply because we are very naive and we forget that there is always a Higher Force taking care of us, and knowing what is best for us All. Certain things have not happened, for you to be alive, and in joy in this present moment, as certain situations or state of beings would have led you to extreme situations. Other things did not occur because they were not good for you or for others that at that time were involved, in whatever way, with you. Whether you believe it or not, we are like children and we are always taken cared of.

There is no way the human can know the original plan that the Divine has for All. This is why it is so important not to judge the Universe, its Power, its Love for All and its infinite Assistance, in infinite ways we cannot know. For in thinking we know more, we are falling, again, falling into egoic traps.

In the moments you feel you are hopeless, alone, in pain, in fear or in any other lower emotions that make you feel you are not in control or know how to step out of these situations, in this precise moment, you are being surrounded, and assisted, by infinite beings and forms of consciousness that you cannot see/feel or heard but that are taking care of you. They are making sure that in the precise moment, when you were guided to release, there is no other force or being taking advantage of the emotional state you have at this moment.

You are being immensely protected, guided and wrapped in the Divine Embrace. You do not have to believe it or not, you do not have to feel it, you just have to allow it and be grateful for the things that are not seen but are taking care of you in ways that as human, you could never do.

All is a conscious choice of enabling this Divine Force to take care of you. All is a choice of whether you desire to see the truth of this Universe being a loving one, or whether you desire to keep feeding an old reality that is no loner existing, in this present moment. 

I have encoded this message for all who are guided to read it, and feel beyond the written words, with light language and the sacred sound of my white quartz singing bowl. I was guided to sing and in a way encoded this message with great love and healing vibes, for all who are releasing in this massive way, as I am now. Just to remember that you are never alone and that all that is happening is not negative or bad or wrong, but a wonderful blessing, showing you many things. 

The first one of them is your strength, for it is precisely in extreme emotional situations when we realize how strong we are, something that in normal situations we could not have become aware of. Secondly, is showing you that you are evolving and heading into the desired timeline, which is why you are constantly leaving the old aside. Lastly, that you are indeed you are embracing higher levels of Love, for you, and hence for All.

As we approach to the Equinox, especially with the Full Moon in Libra, we will be feeling the harmony and peace it will bring. For the ones who are stabilizers, remain always centered into your heart, especially during this month where we are going to be fully immersed in the task of assisting with the Earth's Fabrics stabilization, and the unique mission each of us has. In a time when many of us are experiencing an emotional release, it is important to support ourselves in this process, and be loving as we pass this phase.

Sometimes it is hard for  us to remain fully balance as we envision what is taking place in the collective, and as we continue to honor their choices as well as we also deal with our own releasing process. By the end of the month we will feel relief and with strength to continue with our conscious desire to expand and co-create, for above all, this is one of the most creative month of all the year, to enjoy align with our creative essence and bring this soul visions, in the physical. 

I send to you infinite love, light and bright blessings Beloved Companions.

May you, always, remain in the Illumined, and comforting, Essence of your Soul. 

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

viernes, 5 de octubre de 2018

New Moon in Libra, October 8th/9th, 2018 ~ Transcending Toxic Relationships

You can only lose what you cling to
Buddha

Beloved Light Emissaries,


As we navigate through this loving, and transformational, month, we will feel the urge of transcending old patterns within and in our relationships that are still active within ourselves and that we may not even be conscious. To help us dissolve all these toxic patterns toward the self and in our relationships, we welcome a loving and healing New Moon at 15 degrees Libra on October 8th/9th. 

This is a very similar Moon to the Lunar Eclipse we had on January, for the alignments occurring during this Moon are very similar. This Moon involves a radical transformation whether we are ready or not, for sometimes what we believe to be negative or chaotic is simply our soul sending us a blessing - in form of challenge - for us to clearly see something that keeps us enslaved and that impedes us to continue our grow and mission. This is what this Moon's essence brings - a profound renewal involving the conscious shift of the self and our relationships. 

Every time we are in pain or simply realize that we keep repeating old patterns/habits and/or behaviors in our relationships that we no longer resonate with, it is time for us to become the neutral observes, leaving all judgments aside, and begin to search, within, why it is that we continue fomenting toxic behaviors. In the moment we find ourselves immersed within these toxic patterns, it does not mean we are not evolving, on the contrary, it is by confronting fears and dissolving old them that we do so. 

As you know Libra is all about relationships and balance, exactly where we are now, bringing unification to all the aspects/polarities within us that are still living in separation by our 3D egoic self. At a cosmic level, the Libra New Moon conjunct Ceres, quincunx Neptune and square Pluto. As you can feel, this Moon's, as well as month, essence, is a confirmation about the proper change we should bring within and into our reunions, if they are still attached to an old energy that is only draining ourselves and impeding us to embrace new soul reunions as well as situations that will enrich our human experience.

Neptune's influence makes everything deeper, as well as Pluto, which highlights egoic patterns, imbalances and everything that is still hidden. Ceres which deals with feminine, motherly issues, family, relationships, and our relationship with food etc. will help us focus on our bodies, which is another important thing to do during this month, bringing deep purification where we still hold stagnant/old energy/wounds.

As we also have Venus "retrograde"  in Scorpio, which together with Neptune, will help us to look deeper into our wounds, to me, this is a unique opportunity to embrace our shadows, bringing into the surface our feminine imbalances. The majority of our main issues come from lack of self-love as well as traumatic experiences related to sexual abuses, and/or family ones. 

These experiences, later on during our adult life, can be forgotten by our human mind, for it is a form of protection, but in the end are the main causes for us to feel disempowered, afraid and unable to maintain balanced relationships, for when the main trauma/s occurred we created the belief that we were not good enough, justifying being attacked and/or sexually assaulted, between many other abuses, and hence, making real the false belief that it was our fault, blaming ourselves, which is one of the main causes of why we attract a toxic relationship. 

Body detoxification 

As the New Moon in Libra conjunct with Ceres, we have a wonderful opportunity, in a month where our bodies are experiencing a profound shift, to detox our body of old energy. By taking care of our body, I do not just refer to our physical ones but to our mental and emotional ones as well, for even though they are not physical the physical pains, diseases etc. come first from these non-physical planes.

Nurturing ourselves begins by healing the original cause of pain, which is always one of separation with Source. When we incarnate as humans, as we do not fully remember, we tend to cover our original pain with human distractions. We begin to create the belief that we feel pain because we lost a relationship or because we are not worth it etc. however, the truth is that deep within ourselves we miss our connection with Source and we feel as though something is missed. However, this is why we came here, to remember that we are already One with Source and that it lies within.

The importance of regenerating our bodies goes beyond focusing on our physical bodies, for it begins by clearing our mental plane of confusion, negative thoughts, which cannot be dissolved if we continue feeding negative self-talk, and by erasing all past memories that are still active within our mental body.

Regarding our emotional plane, one of the main things to work with is to clear it from debris, emotional trauma, old/present wounds, although all wounds that are still felt are present. Working with our ego at the same time is pivotal for us to clear implanted or self-taught/programmed feelings such as: guilt, unworthiness, lack of self-love/respect/trust, anger, abandonment, victimhood and many others that have been imposed on us through alien manipulation, mind control etc. 

The importance of working with soul fragmentation (soul retrieval) is also vital for us to retrieve not just the lost fragments of our soul that are still in separation, and hence, in pain, but to become whole/healed, again - beginning to operate from an unified space. This tool is one of the most important ones in our evolutionary journey and one of its many gifts, when done properly, is to liberate ourselves from anger and blame, for it allows us to forgive the self and others, remembering that it is precisely those we call "negative" who came to give us the most precious lessons, and help us become stronger and empowered beings. 

To clear the physical body, as you know there are many tools you can use to work with the detoxification of your body cells: 
  • Avoid addictions - by addiction I am referring to everything, and everyone, who we are attached to.
  • Pure water
  • Alkalize the body
  • Light food
  • Liquid diet, if you need to release physically. I only do this, when I need it, for two days, for I do not put my body in danger. 
  • Nature
  • Sound therapy - it helps the cells to retrieve its purity and help them heal themselves through the vibration of sound.
  • Quantum healing
  • Supplements: sillica/oxygen... and many others you feel guided to use, as this is very personal and I can only share an example of what I do, for my unique experience. 
There are specific parts of your body that are deeply connected to your mental and emotional planes.  While some will not feel anything in these areas, others will experience deep pain, as it has been recently my own experience. As we are beginning to work with our bodies in an accelerated and new way, for the more it keeps shifting the more we need, it is vital to be open to learn new ways of healing.

Therefore, witnessing your own healing process when you are healing emotional and mental wounds or any other imbalance, is essential, for there will be certain organs who will react to this healing process more than others and it is your task, as your own caretaker, to observe and understand what your body needs, to recover. 

Releasing relationships

During this period, especially with Venus in Scorpio, we all have the cosmic gift to transcend and heal past wounds from our relationships. There are times when we believe we have dissolved old traumas when in truth what our human self has done is just silence the pain and cover it with material things or other amusements, even other people, not to feel what is not easy to recognize and deal with.

When we are under a healing influx, as we are now, it is our duty - as beings who have chosen to consciously evolved - to begin exposing the ego tactics to mask our pain and begin opening our heart, even though it means we will suffer, for this same grief is what will help us heal and live with an open heart.

When old patterns in our new relationships arrive, when we cannot cease dating different people with the same behaviors, it means we have to stop for a while and listen, not to our minds but to our soul. All toxic relationships, whether with ourselves or other people, come when we do not love and respect ourselves, for we have acquired the belief via past situations or self-created beliefs that we are not enough and hence worth it of being love and appreciated. This does not mean at all it is our fault, by sharing this, I am not by any means referring to blame, for this is one of the first feelings we should have never had/learnt, to begin with.

Every time we are in a relationship and we feel less than good, with ourselves or when we are with our partner, it is telling you that there is something you need to learn/release. There are times when people are maintaining toxic relationships and they have convinced themselves that certain patterns, as it is yelling at each other’s, between other abuses etc., are usual or normal, when this is just an egoic cover for you to feel good with what you know it is not.

The first step to liberate ourselves from a toxic relationship is recognizing the Divine, and loving Spark within, embracing ourselves as we are and beginning to honor what we have chosen to be. It is only by loving ourselves that we could begin to set healthy boundaries - impeding the abuse that comes from our lack of self-love as well as from enabling the other to treat us as such. 

Releasing a relationship, when we believe we are still in love, is not easy for anyone. However, this is why it is so important to love ourselves, as it is only when we do so that we can love the other, and when we love with our soul, not with our ego, what we truly desire, is not precisely for the other to stay, when the relationship is toxic, but to be free them from what is causing both pain.

This is not just about our egoic desires to remain with someone simply because we have spent many years with the other person or have built a family or have lots of things in common. This is about learning/remembering pure and unconditional Love, whose main aim is to let it all free. 

When we finally are ready to release a reunion that is meant to come to an end, as nothing within Creation was ever meant to be together, in the way human see relationships, one of the most important things to do is to work with ourselves. Healing emotional wounds, at the same time that we work with how to properly disengage from our partner, is essential. Otherwisee, at some point, this relationship, whether with this same person or with another one that behaves the same, will come back into our lives. Not to punish us, not because we have this karma, but to help us realize that there is something that is still active that continues attracting this same situations and that shall be healed.

These are one of the main things to do to help us heal/release emotional old wounds from ourr past relationships:
  • Cutting physical, energetic and sexual cords - in case it is an intimate relationship. If you do not cut cords, energetically you will continue to be united with your ex-partner or whoever you had the relationship with and then you will keep feeding him/her and vice versa, being unable to move forward. 
  • Creating healthy boundaries
  • Becoming the witness, observing if we still have regrets etc. and from this neutral space begin to remember the initial lesson behind the act in itself.
  • Healing through dreams - soul to soul connection.
This occurs when we are not meant to see each other’s physically but we still need to forgive and end certain cords, whether karmic ones or not. When we have "dreams" for some of us, they are not different from our physical interactions; we can take advantage of our night encounters with people from our past and try to reach an understanding that will end up in a peaceful recognition of the God within, which will also liberates our human self from past wounds.

If we have the opportunity to be totally conscious in our dreams, as we are when we are awake, we could speak with this person, until we are finally able to forgive and let it go. If you do not remember or cannot be fully aware during the dream, it does not matter, for as long as you find peace, it will mean that all past wounds and egoic feelings have been replaced by forgiveness and compassion.

No matter in what form you repeat certain behaviors, situations or relationships, all of them come to you because you still have certain past wounds active as well as some things to master. The more you try to run, the more you will be chaining yourself within this past reunion. 

The goal of all our human interactions is no other than remembering the Divine Essence within and forgives the illusion that our human selves have created, while we are incarnated as dense beings. Many of you write me asking me how certain things can be forgiven. Indeed, there are things who can seem evil beyond measure, and as such these individuals will have to keep repeating the same atrocities, until they begin remembering, again. 

However, I am sharing for the ascending souls who have already healed their karmic debts or for those who have not even born with karma and came here directly to be of assistance. For the majority of us, we have come without karma, although this subject is very deep, for as you know as humans, we all have within our DNA ancestral karma to heal.

I was told by my Unified Self to end this section with a beautiful poem I received which expresses beautifully what balanced relationships are. I hope you enjoy it as much ass I did:

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.

You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.

Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.

But let there be spaces in your togetherness,

And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. 


Love one another, but make not a bond of love:

Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.

Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.

Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf

Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,

Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. 


Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.

For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.

And stand together yet not too near together:

For the pillars of the temple stand apart,

And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

Gibran

Living as ascending beings can only be done when first we apply what we say/write/share in our daily lives, to what we call "negative" situations, for it is when we have the opportunity to realize if walk the talk or if we are yet governed by our egoic self. 

Open your heart, even if it has been hit million times, for it is the only way in which we can finally let Divine Love, and forgiveness come through it. What we call pain is simply the egoic protection we have to impede what is natural, what goes with the flow. 

This is what we have to learn, to follow the rhythm of the Universe instead of forcing our own one. For what we release, when the time to do so comes, what we left empty, the Universe will fill it, with infinite love, abundance, new soul reunions, and anything we need in this physical plane. We just have to flow, we just have to BE instead of spending all the time trying to fix what is not broken and never was, to begin with. 

Have a releasing, peaceful, loving and blessed New Moon, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

Gratitude to Cal Howard for the beautiful art photo.