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Welcome Ascending Souls! I AM grateful to share this Ascension path of soul remembrance with you Beloved Ones. A journey, from duality to unity, transcending matter through Spirit, as Ascension is nothing but the descension of our soul into our human being. I honor and thank you all for sharing this sacred space with me!

I AM a free sovereign being in an path of Soul remembrance and selfless assistance to others. And so are You ~ I AM a free sovereign being expressing my Truth with integrity and Love ~ I AM the creator of my life experience, the Source of Love and limitless resources of my physical world. And so are You
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martes, 16 de abril de 2019

Full Moon in Libra, April 19th, 2019 ~ Conscious Relationships

Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.

Rumi

Beloved light Emissaries, 

At this time of our evolutionary path, we find ourselves traversing the portal that began with the Full Moon in Libra on March 20 and that catapults now with another powerful and stabilizing Full Moon at 29 degrees of this same sign. This is a phase in which many of us are experiencing the deep transfiguration that is taking place at the moment. The increase of light that we are actually embodying is so potent that many of us are noticing how we are aligning to even higher aspects of ourselves, beginning to open our hearts to new levels of consciousness, and hence wisdom.

As the Moon in Libra opposite Uranus, which conjunct the Sun, the opportunity for change is greater. When we talk about Libra, we speak about love, relationships and balance. However, in order to bring this balance into ourselves or physical lives, first we need to work on the proper transmutation for this change, and subsequent balance, to occur. This is precisely one of the gifts that this Moon and its alignments offers us, if we are ready to be challenged by these potent, but at the same time, loving frequencies.

This Moon's essence gives us the gift to create harmony within, in our body, as well as in our earthly lives and relationships, which is the main theme from this loving passage - to create conscious and equal relationships based on authenticity and mutual respect. As we are all unique, for some this passage will be about nurturing their bodies and regain balance. For others, depending on where this Moon falls into your chart, will be about an specific area in which you could bring more equilibrium. However, as I always say, it is all what you feel from within what you should follow not what is human, fixed and follows old mental beliefs. 

To be able to do this healing/clearing during, first we need to work on cleansing ourselves from egoic beliefs and manipulations. It is important that we do the proper emotional work required for us to maintain a soul reunion free of past traumatic experiences that can only lead us to create a relationship based on victimhood, toxicity and control. 

This Moon's portal will not only be about focusing on our physical lives and relationships, remember that for us to create the harmony we desire in these two aspects of our lives, first we need to do so from within. The most important relationship is the one we maintain not just with ourselves but with our God Self. When we are not yet living within Divine Love, when we feel unworthy, and our main aim is to please others above our own soul desires, then we are not fully appreciating, loving ourselves, unique abilities and the mission we brough here to fulfill and that no one lese can do.

When this occurs we are not embracing ourselves, which is the main reason why many cannot create the balance they desire in their tangible lives and relationships, for they cannot manifest something they do not have and give to themselves first. This is why it is so important that instead of covering our empty voids with egoic attachments, addictions etc. we regain strength and be brave enough to move inward and see what is not unified yet, for this is the root of  all that is not working out as wish, in our physical lives.

Abundance, balanced relationships, the job that gives us the opportunity to serve from a space of joy and gratitude, and all we desire, cannot flow if we do not appreciate the God Spark that lies within and that acts through us, at all times. For we cannot appreciate and see in others what we do not find within ourselves. Others are not different than us, it is our ego the one that compares incessantly. 

The same God Spark we see in a child, in a wounded person or in a precious animal, is within you, and until you do not become aware it of, love it and value it, you could not move forward and create all you need for the journey you so desire to manifest. No one else is doing this to you, no one else is sabotaging your path, but your own egoic self in an attempt to keep you disempowered and in a "safe" familiar state of being.

During this Moon, we will have a wonderful cosmic gift with the interdimensional stabilizing frequencies that we are receiving for us to find this inner love. For the ones who have already found the love that they are, these frequencies will also help them to see their own magnificence, so they can reunite with others that like us have already seen who they truly are and are ready to maintain conscious relationships with us, as we continue to evolve and embody new levels of love. 

Interdimensional Stellar Frequencies Activation

As you know there are many things happening beyond our limited planetary human reality. There are certain important portals that open in specific periods where we are ready to receive, especially now that our Planet is already ascending into a new harmonic universe. This is one of these unique moments in which our Planet, outside of our human sense of time and space, is aligning with other interdimensional stellar forces that are assisting many of us, who consciously desire to continue expanding our wisdom, while we are still humans.

These frequencies are also meant to be anchored by the ones whose soul roles involve working with the planetary fabrics, in the restoration of the structures that were deeply manipulated eons ago, and that are now - since 2017 - beginning to crumble. These structures not just controlled our planetary grids but entered through its manipulation, the 3D programs - sexual and narcissist ones between many others - that continue to enslave many who are fighting for liberating themselves from the matrix, finally embracing their true essence.

These stabilizing frequencies come when we are ready and have worked with our bodies, otherwise we could not hold the higher frequencies embodied. In my previous article, I shared what I call the God Pattern, come back there, if guided, for this is a wonderful opportunity to use it not in a micro level, but in a macro one - working with the specific numbers (dimensions) 6 and 7 - to anchor within the stellar frequencies that our Planet is now ready to receive and that this portal is offering us.

This is one of the many techniques you can use to create the enviroment required for you to begin directing these energies into your body. Again, this is not about the ceremony you do in itself, for in truth it is all about the intention and how you direct it, what truly matters, but for your human self to feel surrounded by what it considers to be sacred and what helps it creating the proper vibration for it to receive these frequencies.

For some this will be a period of deep transmutation in which they will be challenged to surrender and consciously direct these energies to do the proper cleansing required. This will involve to command these frequencies to dissolve the lower energies that are still within their bodies and to being working on opening, strengthening and protecting their auric fields more so they can prepare themselves to finally step into this new dimensional space, which is nothing else than the state of being that we choose to hold.  

Embrace your own process whether you are healing, rejuvenating from it or finally in the desire state of being you wish to have. All serves a purpose and there is always a time for all of us to rise and another one for us to fall, for there is no other way, within this dual universe to truly ascend, if it is not by experiencing descension too and the different cycles that there is within Creation, in this plane.

If these frequencies are helping you to commune with higher aspects of who you are and offering you more wisdom, bless them. If on the opposite, they are showing you the lower layers of yourself that are impeding you to manifest the true you, bless them too, for they are helping you and leading you to the state of being you wish to reach. 

When we desire to be in a place, state of being or in another situation that we are not yet, we are not seeing the gift of the moment, even though the moment may be surrounded by may challenges. When we do not surrender and accept whatever gift the Divine gives us, we are not appreciating the Divine Plan and the Love that this Infinite Consciousness has for us. We believe we know more and then we fall into egoic traps, which is why humility is so important.

Therefore love yourself and all you have chosen to manifest, at this moment, for this moment, without you even knowing or realizing it yet, is already taking you to the perfect place, with the perfect soul mates, and conditions that you desire now. Our dense realm takes time, be patience, love All, and know that what your soul desires to experience, is already done and it is coming. Your mission is not to control and manipulate what you cannot, but to be open for what your soul sends you, and use it for your human growth, without any judgments. 

Relationships clearing

This is a very powerful time, especially by having the Moon quincunx Venus, to heal old relationships and traumatic wounds that are still impeding us to embrace new reunions who are based on equality and loving co-creations. However, during this time and even more by having this connection between the Moon and Venus, many could feel an urge to be loved - searching in the wrong places. It is when we feel these human feelings, which are perfectly usual, when we most need to move inward and give this unconditional love to ourselves, for this is the pure and authentic love that we truly desire and that many continue searching in outer places and people rather than within ourselves.

At this time, many who are experiencing a massive awakening will no longer pass through the long period of awakening, that I for example and many of us experienced, for there is an acceleration in their awakening process that will help them to integrate and remember in a faster way.

This is why it is so important that we begin by building the strong pillars that will sustain ourselves and bodies as we continue to grow and evolve within this endless spiral of Creation. Beginning by clearing our ego is one of the first tools we shall work with, if we desire to fully listen to the voice of our soul, above any other mental/egoic voices that are not aligned with our soul purpose and desires.

As important as it is to work with our ego is to heal our emotional body of all wounds and debris that still reside in both, for we cannot embrace an authentic reunion if first we do not embrace ourselves and all that we consider to be painful - understanding what these feelings want to awake in us and healing what is not yet unified. When this basic, but not easy inner work is done, clearing miasmatic cords is one of the most essential techniques that will help us to begin working on soul retrieval - becoming whole again to be able to open ourselves to the new companions that are meant to touch our journey, at this moment of our human experience.

At the Moon time it is vital that we become the neutral witnesses of our unique lives, realizing where we are still governed by our egoic self. This is what will help us discern if we are following a path based on unconditional love to ourselves and others or if we are yet using old egoic mechanisms to blame others for what we have not yet healed within ourselves.

There are many indicators that will help you distinguish if you are maintaining a conscious relationship, which are the ones based on equality, respect, loving interactions, co-creative purposes and balance, or if you are yet clinging into a relationship that is based on fear, attachment and egoic patterns that only diminish and disempower the two involved in the relationship.

These are some of the main pillars that a consious relationsips must have and that will help you discern if you are in a balanced relationship or if you are not yet there and have to do more inner work: 
  • Healthy communication: Communicating in a healthy and loving way is one of the first premises that balanced relationships have. Many people understand by communication to blame the other, to yell at the other or to simply express their view and not paying attention to what the other is feeling. This is toxic and only feed the egoic patterns that are present within and hence in the relationship, which is why it is so important to become the witness and be honest with ourselves to realize if we are the abuser or the abused one, or we interchange these roles.
  • Take responsibility: This is one of the most important things when we are in a conscious relationship. When we do not act from a loving space, for we are humans and we all make mistakes or simply we choose differently or regret not to have done something better, we take responsibility for what we said and done. We do not blame our partner or any other person with whom we are maintaining a relationship with. 
We try to go deeper into the core of why we acted as we did and accept the consequences. In a toxic relationship, especially where we have not worked in clearing the ego, it is all about blaming the other and use the victim role as a way to punish the other and defend ourselves by trying to impose our view and simply impose that we are the innocent ones.  
  • Equality: In a balanced relationships both partners have embodied, and balanced, their feminine and masculine essences and have done their inner work first, so now they are ready to coexist and co-create in a space of respect, empowerment and equality. No one is manipulating the other by using force, as it happens when one of the people involved in the relationship manifests the distorted masculine or feminine by being a narcissist.
  • Mutual respect 
  • Authenticity: Both show themselves as they truly are. When there is self-acceptance there is no need to show qualities that we do not possess simply because our egoic self thinks our partner will prefer us if we behave in a certain way, or any other kind of fake personality traits, for we have accepted and loved ourselves as we are and now the purpose of the relationship is to precisely allow the other to also do the same.
  • Humility: Is essential to recognize when we have erred or simply when we have not totally acted from a space of unconditional love. This is one of the most important ones to recognize the ego and to work with it, if necessary, until we are ready to fully immersed in a conscious relationship. 
These are some of the main values that a balanced relationships must have in order to consciously co-create with another soul mate. In the moment we become the witness and we still observe narcissism, egoic patterns, victim/victimizer roles, between many other unloving behaviours, it is important that we begin to work with them from within rather than blaming the other person or ourselves. 

We are here precisely with many soul agreements that help us evolve by showing us what we have not yet unified and loved within. There is no point in being constantly accusing ourselves or others of what have not worked or done properly, for this is what helps us ascend and become the sovereign free beings that we are, in nature, and that we are meant to remember here.

Only compassionate witness and love towards ourselves and others will help us in realizing these painful behaviours - healing them and showing us the way to manifest an authentic and loving relationship that is aligned with our soul true essence and mission here on Earth.

This is what we, a humans, have to learn/remember, to follow the rhythm of the Universe instead of forcing our own one. For what we release, when the time to do so comes, what we left empty, the Universe will fill it, with infinite love, abundance, new soul reunions, and anything we need in this physical plane. We just have to flow, we just have to BE instead of spending all the time trying to fix what is not broken and never was, to begin with. It is all about making the choice to cease our unnecessary suffering, by flowing with what IS, or continue feeding the illusion. 

I wish you a magical, loving and blessed Moon, Beloved Companions!

In love and light,
Natalia Alba 

lunes, 5 de noviembre de 2018

New Moon in Scorpio, November 7th, 2018 ~ Feminine Healing

If I go into the place in myself that is love, and you go into the place in yourself that is love, we are together in love. Then you and I are truly in love, the state of being love. That’s the entrance to Oneness. That’s the space I entered when I met my guru.

Ram Dass

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

In a time in which bringing deep transformation within, and in all aspects of our life, is essential, for the ones who have consciously chosen a path of constant growth, and hence, change, we are blessed with a renovating New Moon at 15 degrees Scorpio. This Moon presents us with the opportunity to embrace transformation in all aspects of our lives, especially in our relationships, for if we do not begin to dissolve what can no longer coexist with who we have become, we could not sustain the new reality that we are so eager to manifest.

As you know, the Fixed sign of Scorpio is ruled by two of the most powerful Planets, Mars and Pluto. Mars gives us the fiery and Warrior-like energy that we need to initiate the proper changes in our lives. While Pluto - a Planet that is all about power, regeneration and rebirth - activates the necessary shift that needs to occur for us to transform all that is not working - helping us to dissolve our inner struggles, as often all outer conflicts are just a reflection of our inner ones.

As I share may times, the Moon is not as we have been told/taught, and even though this subject is a deep one and everyone shall obtain this information from within, I would like to shed some light upon the Moon. For when I share about the Moon, it is not from the usual 3D perspective, but from a more profound view. 

The Moon, as many of you already know, is an artificial satellite, whose function, unlike many think, has not been precisely to protect us or help us to awake our intuitive channels. On the contrary, it has been brought by the dark forces, eons ago, and it has served as a base from where they manipulated not just our Planet but humans - distorting our feminine/sexual centers, higher senses - chakras - as well as other channels that connected us with our cosmic lineage.

When I share about the Moon, I mainly refer to the essence of it with other planetary alignments, for it is all about the true nature of events what matters more than what we have been programmed to believe about a certain planet or cosmic encounter. This is why it is so important that we consciously connect with the essence of the stellar bodies, before invoking, impulsively or unconsciously, the Moon or any other planetary body, for we may be making contact with essences or beings that are not aligned with who we are, the Law of One, and hence, with our real purpose of making this cosmic connection.

In a general perspective, this Moon has very good aspects, as it will trine Neptune, the Planet of Intuition and Dreams, we have a very feminine essence we could use to enhance our creativity. On the other hand, this Moon will also make a positive aspect to Pluto, which will give us the power we need for us to transform what is required, so we can bring forth our soul creations and deepest inspirations. 

However, the essence of this Moon in Scorpio goes beyond being creative, for it is also a time for us to go deeper into our inner realms and bring into the surface all that remains hidden for our conscious mind - bringing synthesis to the aspects of us that still dwell in pain, separation and illusion. This is a time, especially with Venus "retrograde" to find all the love we tend to search outside ourselves within, and restore the first, and most important, relationship of all, the one with our own selves. 

As ascending souls, the majority of us, have dwelled in darkness, feeling unloved and unappreciated, when in truth, we were the ones not truly, and unconditionally, loving, and accepting ourselves. This is one of the most important imbalances to heal, if we desire to evolve and hold a higher frequency within and in our relationships. There is no one else that can fulfill our empty voids, if we do begin the inner work of feeling whole and healed, first. 

Due to the feminine essence from this Moon, we have the gift to work with our feminine/sexual Force and traumatic experiences that have damaged our sexual centers, causing profound imbalances that are impeding us to have balanced relationships, express our feelings as well as maintain intimate relationships, which is always a physical representation of the love for ourselves, and inner fusion, we first must accomplished so we can be able to give the other this same love. 

At this time when we are about to end a human year and another macro cycle of our evolutionary path, it is vital that we begin to let go of the old and work on the conscious dissolution of everything that still bonds us to our past. As the decisions made, at this transitional time, will be the ones that will construct the next phase of our journey, and if we do not desire to see the same old patterns, people or situations, it is our choice to begin releasing all that we are still feeding, whether consciously or unconsciously. 

Releasing or letting go the old, does not just refer to our past relationships, habits and situations, but to our regrets, guilty feelings and painful ones. We must let go of all that disempowers us, and all that we keep feeding with the egoic excuse of how others treated us, in the past, which I know it sounds hard, for many have had unspeakable experiences, and I include myself. However, the truth is that no one has ever done anything to us, and that as soon as we realized this and understand that even though our experiences were wrong without measure and painful, it had a purpose and they/we helped each other’s much more than we can imagine.  

Some of us have been abused, by unconscious partners. Others have suffered other abuses, by mentally ill and dark people, and even though at some point they will be forgiven, will condemn themselves to experience profound and terrible pain for eons. And for us, as ascending souls, our only way out is to recognize our Divine Power, and strength within, and use it to embrace our inner child and all the aspects of us that have been deeply damaged and that need to remember of the love that we are, of the love that we All, in Essence, are. 

Our mission, as conscious beings who are evolving, and embodying more Love, is not to judge them or punish ourselves, for it was never our fault, but to focus not on all the unlove we experienced, but on the love that we are and can give to begin change this dense frequency. As even though in this human plane, some have completely forgotten what true love is, as it shall be, in a world of polarities, others, like us, have chosen to come as a reminder of what the power of unity can do for All. 

Another gift from this Moon in Scorpio, as I shared at the beginning, is its strong connection with Neptune, which not only help us with our creative gifts but with our connection to a Higher Intelligence - giving us the opportunity to align, and co-create with this Eternal Force, to retrieve more guidance about who we are and what we can do to be of further assistance.

As starseed souls and new earth seeds, our path is not a path to please the egoic self, but to master it. We did not come here to simply experience a human realm, which is equal to any other choice. However, our path is one of selfless service to All, without making any differences, and while others may be enjoying the pleasures of living a human existence, some of us are anchoring, in our unique way, the new frequencies received, outside, whether it is cold, hot or in any other conditions, or whether we are doing it accompanied by other soul mates or "alone".

Our journey was never about us, but about All. When we understand the importance of unity, when we begin to disassociate ourselves with just being an individualized aspect of God, with being All, is when our true path of service begins, and when our soul finally descends our soul true mission, into our human self, for we are ready now to fulfill the destiny that the Divine orchestrated with us.

This is a Moon, and a cosmic gift, for us to embrace ourselves. For we are all moving in an eternal dance of embracing and letting it all go. We are just beginning to remember only to choose to forget, again, if necessary, and come back to be of assistance. We are not here to judge others and less ourselves, for things that we cannot comprehend, with our limited minds. We are here to remember the power of love, unity and compassion.

The more we fight to embrace these three Powers, the only real ones, the more we will remain in our own shadows. It is all what we choose to experience, and it is not our task, as sovereign beings who are conscious and remember the nature of our human existence, to judge or compare ourselves in any way to others and their unique, and sacred, journey.

Our mission is only one of bringing back the lost essence of what living in an authentic and loving reality, truly feels like. Our only aim shall be to shine our lights, as Source desires, independently of what others have chosen to do with their own human experience. Nothing is our concern but our own energy. Nothing shall trouble us except where we choose to put our power.

Do you choose to direct your power to assist others whether the circumstances are in your favor or not? Do you choose to shine your loving essence, with everyone, and in everywhere, even though your human self cannot understand where you are? Or do you choose to just be loving at a certain time or with specific people simply because is more convenient or with the excuse that you too deserve to only be with people who resonate with you?

Whatever you choose is what you need to experience to grow in love, which is what we are mastering, at this time, as Venus is reminding us. You could never choose anything that is not going to bring you back to love, for it is what you are, and the more you try to be selective with situations, environments and people, the more you will be testing yourself to love them All, whether they resonate or not, for within a dual reality, you could never escape of the Divine Gift of loving All as equal, no matter how far you decide to go, all will be an opportunity for you to become the LoveLight being that you are.

What is your conscious choice at this moment? 
Do you choose to dwell in love or in separation?

Beloved Ones, no matter what you choose, know you are and will be, always, immensely loved and appreciated without measure. Do not beat yourselves down for past mistakes. Do not punish yourselves. For the Divine knows no unlove, judgment or any other form of human illusion, it is you the only one choosing to create it.

I wish you all a loving, healing and blessed New Moon. Remember to remain in the Illumined, Wise and Powerful Essence of your Soul, Beloved Companions!

In love, light and service ∞

Natalia Alba
starseedsoul.com 

viernes, 5 de octubre de 2018

New Moon in Libra, October 8th/9th, 2018 ~ Transcending Toxic Relationships

You can only lose what you cling to
Buddha

Beloved Light Emissaries,


As we navigate through this loving, and transformational, month, we will feel the urge of transcending old patterns within and in our relationships that are still active within ourselves and that we may not even be conscious. To help us dissolve all these toxic patterns toward the self and in our relationships, we welcome a loving and healing New Moon at 15 degrees Libra on October 8th/9th. 

This is a very similar Moon to the Lunar Eclipse we had on January, for the alignments occurring during this Moon are very similar. This Moon involves a radical transformation whether we are ready or not, for sometimes what we believe to be negative or chaotic is simply our soul sending us a blessing - in form of challenge - for us to clearly see something that keeps us enslaved and that impedes us to continue our grow and mission. This is what this Moon's essence brings - a profound renewal involving the conscious shift of the self and our relationships. 

Every time we are in pain or simply realize that we keep repeating old patterns/habits and/or behaviors in our relationships that we no longer resonate with, it is time for us to become the neutral observes, leaving all judgments aside, and begin to search, within, why it is that we continue fomenting toxic behaviors. In the moment we find ourselves immersed within these toxic patterns, it does not mean we are not evolving, on the contrary, it is by confronting fears and dissolving old them that we do so. 

As you know Libra is all about relationships and balance, exactly where we are now, bringing unification to all the aspects/polarities within us that are still living in separation by our 3D egoic self. At a cosmic level, the Libra New Moon conjunct Ceres, quincunx Neptune and square Pluto. As you can feel, this Moon's, as well as month, essence, is a confirmation about the proper change we should bring within and into our reunions, if they are still attached to an old energy that is only draining ourselves and impeding us to embrace new soul reunions as well as situations that will enrich our human experience.

Neptune's influence makes everything deeper, as well as Pluto, which highlights egoic patterns, imbalances and everything that is still hidden. Ceres which deals with feminine, motherly issues, family, relationships, and our relationship with food etc. will help us focus on our bodies, which is another important thing to do during this month, bringing deep purification where we still hold stagnant/old energy/wounds.

As we also have Venus "retrograde"  in Scorpio, which together with Neptune, will help us to look deeper into our wounds, to me, this is a unique opportunity to embrace our shadows, bringing into the surface our feminine imbalances. The majority of our main issues come from lack of self-love as well as traumatic experiences related to sexual abuses, and/or family ones. 

These experiences, later on during our adult life, can be forgotten by our human mind, for it is a form of protection, but in the end are the main causes for us to feel disempowered, afraid and unable to maintain balanced relationships, for when the main trauma/s occurred we created the belief that we were not good enough, justifying being attacked and/or sexually assaulted, between many other abuses, and hence, making real the false belief that it was our fault, blaming ourselves, which is one of the main causes of why we attract a toxic relationship. 

Body detoxification 

As the New Moon in Libra conjunct with Ceres, we have a wonderful opportunity, in a month where our bodies are experiencing a profound shift, to detox our body of old energy. By taking care of our body, I do not just refer to our physical ones but to our mental and emotional ones as well, for even though they are not physical the physical pains, diseases etc. come first from these non-physical planes.

Nurturing ourselves begins by healing the original cause of pain, which is always one of separation with Source. When we incarnate as humans, as we do not fully remember, we tend to cover our original pain with human distractions. We begin to create the belief that we feel pain because we lost a relationship or because we are not worth it etc. however, the truth is that deep within ourselves we miss our connection with Source and we feel as though something is missed. However, this is why we came here, to remember that we are already One with Source and that it lies within.

The importance of regenerating our bodies goes beyond focusing on our physical bodies, for it begins by clearing our mental plane of confusion, negative thoughts, which cannot be dissolved if we continue feeding negative self-talk, and by erasing all past memories that are still active within our mental body.

Regarding our emotional plane, one of the main things to work with is to clear it from debris, emotional trauma, old/present wounds, although all wounds that are still felt are present. Working with our ego at the same time is pivotal for us to clear implanted or self-taught/programmed feelings such as: guilt, unworthiness, lack of self-love/respect/trust, anger, abandonment, victimhood and many others that have been imposed on us through alien manipulation, mind control etc. 

The importance of working with soul fragmentation (soul retrieval) is also vital for us to retrieve not just the lost fragments of our soul that are still in separation, and hence, in pain, but to become whole/healed, again - beginning to operate from an unified space. This tool is one of the most important ones in our evolutionary journey and one of its many gifts, when done properly, is to liberate ourselves from anger and blame, for it allows us to forgive the self and others, remembering that it is precisely those we call "negative" who came to give us the most precious lessons, and help us become stronger and empowered beings. 

To clear the physical body, as you know there are many tools you can use to work with the detoxification of your body cells: 
  • Avoid addictions - by addiction I am referring to everything, and everyone, who we are attached to.
  • Pure water
  • Alkalize the body
  • Light food
  • Liquid diet, if you need to release physically. I only do this, when I need it, for two days, for I do not put my body in danger. 
  • Nature
  • Sound therapy - it helps the cells to retrieve its purity and help them heal themselves through the vibration of sound.
  • Quantum healing
  • Supplements: sillica/oxygen... and many others you feel guided to use, as this is very personal and I can only share an example of what I do, for my unique experience. 
There are specific parts of your body that are deeply connected to your mental and emotional planes.  While some will not feel anything in these areas, others will experience deep pain, as it has been recently my own experience. As we are beginning to work with our bodies in an accelerated and new way, for the more it keeps shifting the more we need, it is vital to be open to learn new ways of healing.

Therefore, witnessing your own healing process when you are healing emotional and mental wounds or any other imbalance, is essential, for there will be certain organs who will react to this healing process more than others and it is your task, as your own caretaker, to observe and understand what your body needs, to recover. 

Releasing relationships

During this period, especially with Venus in Scorpio, we all have the cosmic gift to transcend and heal past wounds from our relationships. There are times when we believe we have dissolved old traumas when in truth what our human self has done is just silence the pain and cover it with material things or other amusements, even other people, not to feel what is not easy to recognize and deal with.

When we are under a healing influx, as we are now, it is our duty - as beings who have chosen to consciously evolved - to begin exposing the ego tactics to mask our pain and begin opening our heart, even though it means we will suffer, for this same grief is what will help us heal and live with an open heart.

When old patterns in our new relationships arrive, when we cannot cease dating different people with the same behaviors, it means we have to stop for a while and listen, not to our minds but to our soul. All toxic relationships, whether with ourselves or other people, come when we do not love and respect ourselves, for we have acquired the belief via past situations or self-created beliefs that we are not enough and hence worth it of being love and appreciated. This does not mean at all it is our fault, by sharing this, I am not by any means referring to blame, for this is one of the first feelings we should have never had/learnt, to begin with.

Every time we are in a relationship and we feel less than good, with ourselves or when we are with our partner, it is telling you that there is something you need to learn/release. There are times when people are maintaining toxic relationships and they have convinced themselves that certain patterns, as it is yelling at each other’s, between other abuses etc., are usual or normal, when this is just an egoic cover for you to feel good with what you know it is not.

The first step to liberate ourselves from a toxic relationship is recognizing the Divine, and loving Spark within, embracing ourselves as we are and beginning to honor what we have chosen to be. It is only by loving ourselves that we could begin to set healthy boundaries - impeding the abuse that comes from our lack of self-love as well as from enabling the other to treat us as such. 

Releasing a relationship, when we believe we are still in love, is not easy for anyone. However, this is why it is so important to love ourselves, as it is only when we do so that we can love the other, and when we love with our soul, not with our ego, what we truly desire, is not precisely for the other to stay, when the relationship is toxic, but to be free them from what is causing both pain.

This is not just about our egoic desires to remain with someone simply because we have spent many years with the other person or have built a family or have lots of things in common. This is about learning/remembering pure and unconditional Love, whose main aim is to let it all free. 

When we finally are ready to release a reunion that is meant to come to an end, as nothing within Creation was ever meant to be together, in the way human see relationships, one of the most important things to do is to work with ourselves. Healing emotional wounds, at the same time that we work with how to properly disengage from our partner, is essential. Otherwisee, at some point, this relationship, whether with this same person or with another one that behaves the same, will come back into our lives. Not to punish us, not because we have this karma, but to help us realize that there is something that is still active that continues attracting this same situations and that shall be healed.

These are one of the main things to do to help us heal/release emotional old wounds from ourr past relationships:
  • Cutting physical, energetic and sexual cords - in case it is an intimate relationship. If you do not cut cords, energetically you will continue to be united with your ex-partner or whoever you had the relationship with and then you will keep feeding him/her and vice versa, being unable to move forward. 
  • Creating healthy boundaries
  • Becoming the witness, observing if we still have regrets etc. and from this neutral space begin to remember the initial lesson behind the act in itself.
  • Healing through dreams - soul to soul connection.
This occurs when we are not meant to see each other’s physically but we still need to forgive and end certain cords, whether karmic ones or not. When we have "dreams" for some of us, they are not different from our physical interactions; we can take advantage of our night encounters with people from our past and try to reach an understanding that will end up in a peaceful recognition of the God within, which will also liberates our human self from past wounds.

If we have the opportunity to be totally conscious in our dreams, as we are when we are awake, we could speak with this person, until we are finally able to forgive and let it go. If you do not remember or cannot be fully aware during the dream, it does not matter, for as long as you find peace, it will mean that all past wounds and egoic feelings have been replaced by forgiveness and compassion.

No matter in what form you repeat certain behaviors, situations or relationships, all of them come to you because you still have certain past wounds active as well as some things to master. The more you try to run, the more you will be chaining yourself within this past reunion. 

The goal of all our human interactions is no other than remembering the Divine Essence within and forgives the illusion that our human selves have created, while we are incarnated as dense beings. Many of you write me asking me how certain things can be forgiven. Indeed, there are things who can seem evil beyond measure, and as such these individuals will have to keep repeating the same atrocities, until they begin remembering, again. 

However, I am sharing for the ascending souls who have already healed their karmic debts or for those who have not even born with karma and came here directly to be of assistance. For the majority of us, we have come without karma, although this subject is very deep, for as you know as humans, we all have within our DNA ancestral karma to heal.

I was told by my Unified Self to end this section with a beautiful poem I received which expresses beautifully what balanced relationships are. I hope you enjoy it as much ass I did:

You were born together, and together you shall be forevermore.

You shall be together when the white wings of death scatter your days.

Ay, you shall be together even in the silent memory of God.

But let there be spaces in your togetherness,

And let the winds of the heavens dance between you. 


Love one another, but make not a bond of love:

Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your souls.

Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.

Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf

Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone,

Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music. 


Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.

For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.

And stand together yet not too near together:

For the pillars of the temple stand apart,

And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

Gibran

Living as ascending beings can only be done when first we apply what we say/write/share in our daily lives, to what we call "negative" situations, for it is when we have the opportunity to realize if walk the talk or if we are yet governed by our egoic self. 

Open your heart, even if it has been hit million times, for it is the only way in which we can finally let Divine Love, and forgiveness come through it. What we call pain is simply the egoic protection we have to impede what is natural, what goes with the flow. 

This is what we have to learn, to follow the rhythm of the Universe instead of forcing our own one. For what we release, when the time to do so comes, what we left empty, the Universe will fill it, with infinite love, abundance, new soul reunions, and anything we need in this physical plane. We just have to flow, we just have to BE instead of spending all the time trying to fix what is not broken and never was, to begin with. 

Have a releasing, peaceful, loving and blessed New Moon, Beloved Companions!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

Gratitude to Cal Howard for the beautiful art photo. 

jueves, 29 de marzo de 2018

The Energies of April 2018 ~ Hieros Gamos: A Return to Unity Consciousness

There is no such thing as doing right or wrong when there is freedom. You are free and from that centre you act. And hence there is no fear, and a mind that has no fear is capable of great love. And when there is love it can do what it will.


Jiddu Krishnamurti

Beloved Light Emissaries, 


We are entering into the beginning of a very creative phase of our ascension journey. This new energetic month of April brings the opportunity for us to descend all we have been creating, in the ethereal, and nurturing within, in the previous months of the year, into our physical plane. It is a phase in which we are given the gift to soothe ourselves, after a long time of physical integration, and to regain balance in all aspects of our life, for this is a month to stabilize ourselves, our relationships as well as to become the eternal witness of our human experience, realizing where we shall create more unity instead of separation.

As ascending souls, most of us have consciously chosen to dwell in a fifth dimensional timeline, leaving behind more of the old 3D manipulations as well as aspects of our old self. During this new month of April, when Piscean energies, apart from Aires ones, are still very present, especially during Easter with its implanted martyrdom and self-punishment beliefs, the collective or those who are still navigating within a 3D timeline, are going to be gifted with the opportunity to clear the old wounds that the Piscean Era left us - slavery through self-sacrifice rituals, victimhood etc. This is a phase to dissolve the implants that were put into the planetary consciousness to take away our freedom, and keep us dormant to the Truth of who we really are.

This is a month to bring balance to ourselves, to the Earth Grids and to all that have been manipulated from the micro to the macro. This is precisely why we end March with a harmonizing Full Moon, a Blue Moon at 10 degrees Libra, which oppose Mercury "retrograde", for as you know I do not believe there is anything ever retrograde within Creation, and that will be a cosmic reminder of the need to bring balance into every aspect of ourselves and life. We do not have any important planetary events until April 14/15 to give us the time we need to focus on the integration and subsequent stabilization of our bodies. 

April is a 15 Universal month - 6 reduced - another message for us to bring synthesis into the aspects of us that are in rebellion, for if we wish to create harmony and peace in the physical, first we need to embrace the aspects of us that are dwelling in fear, in pain and hence, in separation. Number 15, represented in tarot by the card of the devil, confirms this clearing phase, for we have been integrating our shadows, seeing beyond human illusions, and beginning to move from a deep sense of polarization to a unified one of love and compassion to All. It is now that we pass from the number 5 frequency, which indicates change, in March, to stabilize those changes within and in into the physical. 

On the other hand, number 6, the frequency from this month of April, also reminds us of the love that we all are - in Essence - and that we came here to embody within our Human self. Number 6 is represented by the tarot card of the Lovers, which to me, is not just about physical relationships but about the inner synthesis, between opposites, that has to occur first before it happens with another being. Balanced relationships or enlightened ones, come when first we act, at all times, as integrated and whole beings, for it is by acquiring perfect equilibrium and inner unity, that we can truly merge with another with integrity and equality. 

The term Hieros Gamos, a term I have never used and that was given to me by my Unified Self as the main title or essence of this month of April, is used to describe the inner reunion that occurs within all choosing to evolve, between our opposite polarites, God Self and between everything that resides within ourselves in separation, which is essential before embracing a physical relationship. It is precisely by working on inner fusion that we begin to become whole, acting as integrated and compassionate beings, for we have finally remembered that all living beings/forms are One with us, and hence, we no longer hold such a deep sense of separation within. 

The essence of April is one of unity, balance and harmony. It is a time for those who desire to finally awake the authentic essence of their inner Christos within, and not the false implanted meaning of Christos that have been imposed on most of us. However, for this to occur, first we need to work on the dissolution of the many fake personal beliefs as well as the ET planetary structures that are still reigning within ourselves and in the planetary consciousness field. 

ET artificial planetary structures

As many of you know, our Planet's original plan was very different from the current one. Due to the negative alien agenda, our Planet has been deeply manipulated, in both consciousness and its structures, to obtain full control of not just the Planet and its multi-dimensional portals that once were main open portals of interdimensional communication, but of human minds, controlling and programming us to only see what they wanted to.

At this transitional time, as many who work with Earth Grids will feel, these manipulated artificial planetary structures and beginning to decay, which is one of the main reasons of why the presence of the dark forces are being strongly felt as well, in their desperation to keep controlling Planet Earth. The dissolution of these planetary structures are not just due to our assistance, or to the massive light waves - Divine Intelligence - received from our central Sun but from the galactic center as well, which is increasing the process of liberation of old 3D manipulative programming. 

The Planetary fabrics are programmed with certain anti-human beliefs/codes. As more souls are beginning to liberate themselves from the 3D matrix, their efforts to keep manipulating us are increasing, however, the transition, or what everyone is calling now "the Event" has progressively occurred since December 2017, when we began to separate from old 3D Earth.

During Easter, many keep choosing to recreate this implanted view of what our Christed eessence means. I share this with great respect, and love to All, this is not about religions, for all of them in truth are human made, and to work on our sacred marriage, first we need to step beyond all human made beliefs. This is about becoming the neutral observers, at a time when, many keep celebrating beliefs based on self-slavery and victimhood, and witness if we participate or if we have finally released these implanted old beliefs. 

It is of great importance to work on self-liberation as well as to assist clearing the planetary manipulated artificial fabrics, for as long as they are still encoded with negative anti-human codes the more these manipulative tactics will keep feeding the collective, enslaving humans by making them believe they are guilty, unworthy and unloving beings, when there is not such a thing within a loving and wise Universe, for it knows only love and compassion for All.

Some of these non-human codes or beliefs with what these structures were once programmed are: 
  • Sex - by implanting a fake sense of what authentic and equal relationships are, by porn industry etc, and by the religious programs implanted on humans, which makes humans believe in the unholiness of it, if practice outside of their religious codes. 
  • Self-worship - based on the praise of egoic traits.
  • Victimhood - based on the concept that we are powerless beings and hence others have the power to bring us down or do something to us that we cannot control.
  • Guilt - this one programs humans to feel inferior and "bad" for past "wrong" deeds, when in truth there is no right or wrong, simply different ways - frrom different levesl of consciousness - to experience this human realm. This has been also very inculcated by many religions, where the original sin has created the collective belief that everyone has done something wrong since we were born and hence, we must suffer and become pure again, when we were pure to begin with, since we are born.
  • Self-punishment and unworthiness - as a result of the previous one. This one, especially during Easter, is going to resurface again. I know not in all countries, but especially in Spain, as many of you know, this self-imposed belief of self-punishment, as a way to redeem oneself, is one of the deepest between the collective, for they physically punish themselves to redeem their sins, creating physical wounds instead of self-love, forgiveness and compassion for the self. 
  • TV - the main fountain of manipulation in all possible ways.
  • Attachments to human roles: This is one of the most important ones as well, for due to the lack of information a new born is given when incarnates on Earth, it is raised to serve and remain, always, within the nuclear family, when in truth they are meant to provide a loving space for the new born souls, not get attached to them. This is when the relationship is no longer aligned with who we have become, creates deep pain and resistance, for we have been programmed to keep, always the same relationships, even though they have fulfilled their role. 
  • Survival fears: this is created by limiting the freedom of human beings, by creating fixed jobs with a fixed amount of money and by making them believe they cannot get out of this limited matrix. This is what makes people most afraid, to not have enough, to experience lack in whatever possible way, and hence they program themselves to remain in the same limited space, for they fear if they get out of their cocoon they will never have enough. 
These are some of the many negative agenda programs to put humans to sleep, again, and use them for their aims. When one begins to walk on this evolutionary path, one begins to realize that the more we ascend, the less we know, and that the only way to grow is through self-neutral exploration and observation as well as humility, for if there is no humility to recognize what we have not yet mastered, there cannot be real evolution, for we are falling into the trap of thinking we are in the light, and others are only beginning to walk in it. 

In truth, no matter how much we have evolved, within an infinite Universe, we will never cease to embody higher levels of consciousness, for if it ends, at some point, then we will not have a wise and eternal God but a limited one. 

Balanced relationships vs. Anti-human values

April offers us opportunities to find inner sacred union as well as to create it within our relationships, for the ones who have already mastered inner synthesis. To be able to create an equal and balanced relationship first we need to become fully aware of the patterns we tend to repeat both within and in our relationship, as the relationship we maintain with ourselves will be reflected in the one we have with others.

Self-love and respect is essential if we desire to create the same essence within our reunions. When we still experience feelings of unworthiness, victimhood and many others, we are not ready to enter an equal and balanced reunion, for we do not love ourselves to begin with. We, as this month of April reminds us, during Easter, have been programmed with fake beliefs of how our relationships must function, emphasizing egoic love above soul love, and hence, creating attachments which lead to possession and many other fake ways to experience a relationship.


Anti-human or non-human values are the ones that we have been experiencing for eons, for most of the souls incarnated on earth. Whether we are starseed souls or not, this does not matter, we are all humans, at this Now moment, and as such, we all have genetic imprints to heal and clear, for the entire genetic history of humans, our race, as well as our human family is encoded there, so we all need to clear this at some point of our ascension path.

Therefore, it is important to recognize these non-human values that are easy to develop when we do not witness enough the self, some of them are:
  • Narcissism - one's desire to only satisfy the self - due to an excess of egoic self: one of the most common ones, even within the spiritual community and that impedes an authentic reunion, for one of them or even both are focusing on the self - rather than in co-creating together something that will assist All. 
  • Delusional beliefs - due to the self-imposed belief that they are perfect and hence, others and their partners, are inferior to what they think they represent.
  • Possession: this is very common in the most of the 3D relationships, for one is programmed to think that relationships are eternal and that once they are with someone, they get attached to them and they belong to themselves forever. This is against the natural laws of the Universe, for everything, from ourselves to everything else, shall, always remain in a constant state of flow and freedom.
  • Jealously - resulting of not loving the self, lack of trust in a partner and unworthiness. 
  • Self-pity
  • Addictions
  • Try to coexist while they both hold different frequencies: Usually this occurs when the role of the relationship has been fulfilled and one of them is more evolved than the other but still they choose to remain together due to human attachment and the pain of leaving the familiar aside. When this occurs acting with integrity will save you both from creating an illusory reunion where both of them will suffer.
All of this is the result not of our human personalities, which are also prompted to experience a physical realm, but to the eons of manipulation experienced. This is why the majority of humans do not know how to create balanced relationships, because first they do not look within to search from the unconscious and/or program acts they keep repeating and secondly because they have been taught only egoic love since they were born, so now, they have to unlearn, just to program themselves, again, with real and loving human values.

This is something we all have done to be able to dwell where we are now, and will continue to do, for as I always say, the inner work of self-observation and embodiment of more humility is never over. 

Starseed souls, New Earth Seeds & Planetary workers

We are immersed in a massive influx until the end of April, in which unifying as One is pivotal for the betterment of the Planet, for the following months will be different in frequency, unlike these past ones that we have been experiencing. As I shared before, the planetary fabrics, or structures, I understand it is not easy to explain, with limited human language when we clearly see in the astral or non-physical planes, as well as to explain what is infinite within a confined plane, so use the terms you feel more comfortable with.

When I talk about the Planetary manipulated structures, this has nothing to do with Earth Grids, for there are other structures artificially created, eons ago, to encapsulate, so to speak, our Planet within a fixed lineal time and space. This is easy to say but hard to internalize for by manipulating this, they are modified not just by our sense of time and space but our connection to the cosmos, closing access by changing galactic coordinates so only they can choose to be open to contact. 

Then, our sense of isolation increased, as well as the first beliefs of being hopeless and useless beings punished by God were implanted, beginning to dominate humans as they wished. We, the ones who came here from the Illuminated Realms, already free sovereign beings, who only need to remember, we are here to break this long manipulation, and it is done, for we have already bifurcated from old earth, which again, is not a location, yet, but a matter of which frequency we decide to hold.

The ones called starseed souls, as I call these souls, many can use the names of Indigos, Crystals, Rainbows and so on, as well as New Earth Seeds, also free sovereign beings originated on this Earthly plane, are equal, there is no one coming from elsewhere, for we all come from the same Source. There is not I am better or wise because I am from elsewhere. Our main aim is not to separate but to unite as one, without comparisons and begin to remember the nature of our mission, instead of being absorbed by our egoic 3D personality. 

I thank you all for taking the time, and energy, to read and assist, if you are guided, since I decided to share, the amount of assistance has been incredibly felt and deeply appreciated. I have received the following places (maybe some are repeated) where we should work more, within this amplification passage - to anchor purity, love and restoration, the places shared in other posts are still on the list, I just do not wish to repeat all of them, just the new openings:
  • Birmania - Burma.
  • Yemen
  • Both Koreas
  • Eritrea (Africa)
  • Kyrgyzstan
  • North Sentinel Island
  • New Zembla (Russia)
There are more Islands that need lots of assistance due to the nuclear activity by man and their subsequent abandonment. 

Remember Beloveds, this is not about the beauty of the country or land, but about the collective consciousness that the country holds as well as how the Earth Grids as well as other structures are, for there are countries which possess a wonderful nature but if hidden activities or wars have deeply touched them, then, their essence has been corrupted.


Thanks to all who decide to join wherever you reside. We all have solitary missions. However, there is some planetary clearing/healing we can do as One, and it is precious when we meet in a timeless space of conscious co-creation and compassion to help All retrieve its lost purity essence.

Commanding your personal space

At a time when we are exposed to so many attacks from the ones who have chosen a different experience as well as from non-human sources, commanding our sacred space is vital for us to only allow and/or co-create with the Light Forces or beings or other forms of consciousness - we really desire to unite with. When we do not begin our day with a daily routine to protect and clear our sacred space, we are exposed to many entities, forms and beings entering the auric field and manipulating our consciousness, implanting false holographs - between many other forms of human manipulation. 

I wrote this as an example for All, as I was asked some time ago to share an example of what I do, and due to actual petitions I am sharing it again, for I understand there are many who are still navigating between timelines and while one is in this passage towards a new dimensional space, may face many challenges. 

This declaration to command our sacred space is an example, for those who are willing to protect themselves. I am teaching no one, this is why I do not do workshops or activations, even though I find them helpful of course, because my mission is to share, in my unique way, not to tell people what to do, so as the Masters and Healers of your own human experience - that I consider you all to be - feel free to use your own words.

I _(your name)_ call upon my Unified Self, Monad, Guides and LightLove beings, helping me on my human journey, coming from the love, light, truth and unity of God to assist me protecting my personal and sacred space of everyone and everything - incarnated or not - of negative thought forms, other form of consciousness and everything vibrating in the opposite frequency of the Divine Love that I AM.

I _(your name)_ as a sovereign free being, conscious of where I put my intention, and responsible of all my thoughts, actions and creations in the physical, as well as non-physical planes, clear now my personal space of all debris, negative thought forms and anything that is vibrating in a lower frequency, in this earthly plane, where I dwell and in any of the other dimensions where other aspects of me reside as well. 

I am fully anchored to Mother Earth's power, as I am Anchored Above - acting from a unified space to be able to assist, at all levels, in the physical and in the non-physical aspects/dimensions within Creation where I also exist. 

I AM forever protected.

I AM forever grateful. 

I AM forever working in perfect unison with God and with the Forces of Light of this Universe and all multi-universes. 

I __(your name)__ thank you for helping me purify all the channels within my physical and non-physical bodies, removing all lower entities/energies, from this current timeline to all existing, so only the light - Truth - and protection of the Divine can descend through me, allowing me to act as a pure conduit of the Divine, wherever I am, without any other entities or lower energies interfering in my personal decisions, space and personal soul mission.

I decree that my only and pure intention is to only be here, incarnated into this physical realm, at the same time that I too operate in other multidimensional dimensions, serving my God Self 's Will to assist All who will benefit from my Essence and Presence, and as this will be, always, my intention, I make of this declaration a permanent and irrevocable one. 

Therefore, I declare that no being/entity or form of consciousness - coming from an unloving source - can act without my permission, or enter into my personal sacred space and act through me or for me, for I only serve a Higher Will and Power who works in selfless service, from a total space of respect and unconditional love to All beings, things and other form of consciousness within Creation, practicing, always, the Law of Harmlessness to All.

I AM a LoveLight being of the Divine - giving form to a Human body - and as such, I AM always One with this - unconditional - loving, non-judgmental and forgiving Source within me, and I declare that I use this infinite loving Power, within me, to only serve All, in an unconditional, compassionate and loving way.

I AM a pure conduit for the Divine Light, I AM always protected, for I AM, always, One with God, forever acting as a sovereign being in service to humanity, from a pure space of Divine Love, and never from an egoic one. For I know I am always One with All that exists and has ever existed within Creation.

And so it is and it will be so by Grace and in a perfect way for All!

After this statement, you are ready to make any other declarations of intention, healing or any other session you would like to maintain with your Guides or simply to be able to be protected and make the conscious statement of only allowing the Forces of Love and Light within your sacred space. 

Planetary alignments

This month is a very active one, not as much as the previous ones, for we are heading into soothing frequencies, but it goes beyond our micro planetary alignments as I shared above, and it is a blessing to transcend Piscean slavery beliefs. This month, even though I do not resonate or share anymore about retrograde periods, will be calmer for those who do resonate with it, for even if Mercury on April 15 will turn direct, others - Saturn and Pluto - will turn retrograde, so the collective illusion created by retrograde periods will confirm this as a period of inner retrospection for May will be more focused on the physical realm, unlike with March, with its Piscean energies, for example.

Now, with April and its Fiery energies, we are heading into the part of the year where we descend what we consciously built, during the previous months of the year. This month as its 6 universal frequency reminds us, is one which brings balance, harmony and tranquillity for us to work on what is required to dissolve old structures both within and in the macro.

We end March and begin April with a full Moon in Libra which introduces the harmonizing essence of this new month and the first important cosmic alignment we find is late in April, on April 14 with Jupiter sextile Pluto. This is a catalyst for a prosperous change if we focus our pure intention into the conscious alignment with this frequency. Jupiter expands everything it touches with positive energy, on the other hand, Pluto is the Planet of Power: will you choose your creational power energy to build something pure, and of service that will stand in the sand?

Will you choose to use your power to transform what has been disempowering you, giving birth to a new self and life? Or will you use this power to bring chaos and absence of peace? As always, all choices are equally received, for the Universe knows, no matter how hard we try, we will never succeed in separating what is always united under the embrace of the Divine. 

On April 15 we will have Mercury moving direct, again, something as you know I no longer choose to focus, for my existence is not conditioned by this collective belief or something which is not even real, but an illusion from earth, so I will be true to my beliefs and will share about the second important event - the New Moon at 26 degrees Aries, which brings an opportunity for us to work on inner conflicts, dissolution as well as to use this powerful essence to continue manifesting our soul desires, for not all is living in the ethereal but to descend it from the depth of our being, into the human plane, we decided to experience.

On April 17, we have the Cosmic Healer as I call Chiron changing signs, from Pisces to Aries. To me this is one of the most important cosmic events, for if we observe closely we will find out how endings and new beginnings are intertwined and how since March until the half of April, we are in a timeless space where the opportunity of deep transformation, growth and healing, is at hand, for all who are willing to do the inner work required.

We are passing from the realm of Pisces to the Fiery ones of Aries. We end an era of self-punishment, slavery and unworthiness, to realize who we are and stand tall in our truth. With Pisces we end, with Aries we begin, and so it is with Chiron, for while Chiron was in Pisces, it gave us the opportunity to dive deep into our deepest wounds, taking the necessary time we needed for us to do the proper healing required. With Chiron in Aries, we are being asked to manage our wounds, and finally heal them to be able to move on by being renewed and purified of all past wounds. 

On April 17, we have Saturn, the so-called Planet of Karma, which I prefer to name as the Planet of the Discipline or Task-maker, turning retrograde. To me, whether retrograde or not, Saturn is always a wonderful opportunity for us to revisit the many timelines in which we are existing, at the same time, whether as humans, we separated it or not, and see what wisdom we can bring into this present moment and individualized self to cease repeating old habits and patterns. Having taken responsibility for all we used to be - and did - is another important reminder that this Planet helps us in acceptance.

The past is only worth it when we wish to see if we have finally achieved something or simply grown, if not, there is no need to dwell in there much, for the present aspect of you has nothing to do with the past self that is experiencing what we call past, for your present self is the evolved self of your past one.

On April 19 the Sun enters Taurus. If the first months of the year are for us to create and nourish the aspect of us that is feminine in essence and that creates and nurtures from within, the following is dedicated to the masculine, to how the feminine creates in the womb - bringing fruition - and with Taurus and May we are going to be able to test our inner creator, and even if our human existence - as sometimes the egoic self thinks - is not about being constantly creating, in the physical, there is a time for everything within Creation, and if we spent some time in the ethereal, now is time to descend all we first created in the non-physical into our human plane, where we can see how we work with energy as well as enjoying our creations.

Another Planet turning retrograde is Pluto on April 22. The Planet of Power is always for us to bring inner transformation. I understand the ones who believe in retrograde periods say this is a time for an inner revision as well as to bring transformation within ourselves, but in truth all transformation is first created within so in trying to adapt Saturn to our limited view, we can never change the main essence of a Planet, especially when this is never retrograde.

Finally, on April 29, we have another event that invites us to visit the depths of our being, for we have a Full Moon at 9 degrees of Scorpio. With this Full Moon we have a time to heal, rejuvenate, regain our power and transform what seems broken to our human self, by transmuting old feelings into unconditional loving ones - prearing ourselves to finally enter into a very creative phase with the month of May, where our soul creations, ones that have been nurturing by the femenine essence, for months, will finally blossom, in our physical plane.

Beloved Companions, April introduces us to our next creative phase, for if we have been constantly integrating, now will be a season for us to bring to the surface all we have been embodying. This is a month that gives us the opportunity to work on self-liberation, forgiveness and compassion, for it is easy to talk about compassion but when it concerns ourselves, some choose to still punish themselves instead of being benevolent - with themselves.

This month will show us many ways in which we still choose to enslave ourselves. The essence of this month is one of liberation, self-mastery and the end of an old cycle, it is not one based on crucifixion or martyrdom, but one of love and compassion for the self and All, for this is what the Ascended Ones came here to share, the rest, has been distorted for the benefit of certain humans and non-human organizations.

Life is meant to be lived freely. Otherwise one is not living, but fulfilling the expectations of others, and we did not come here for that, but to experience a human realm. Some of us are called to bring deep change into the old system and begin a path of self-liberation and conscious creation. Others are here to experience life in itself. No matter what we came here to experience, we came to live within a free plane, and this was not respected, this is why we are here to retrieve our freedom, for it is our birthright. 

You too have the choice, and enough awareness, to choose, at every single moment, whether you engage and feed the old system, or whether you choose to unite with the ones working for unity consciousness, bringing deep healing to All. As always, all choices are appreciated and equally respected.

I AM a free Sovereign Being in command of my own human experience, as the free being that I AM and came here to be.

I AM Divine Intelligence awakening the human self to remember, again, what I truly am.

I AM the Creative Force that creates worlds and that is ever expanding within you and within infinite Universes, for I, have no beginning nor end, and so are you. 

I AM the love reminds you of your true value and beauty, when all your human senses tell you otherwise.

I AM the Infinite Fountain of Love and Compassion that dwells within you and every single being within Creation.

And even if many choose to forget this Truth,

So are you!

In love, light and service ∞

Natalia Alba