Beloved Ones,

In our ascension path to become divine sovereign beings, we pass through many challenges for it is precisely by being tested that we learn who we are and who we are not. It is during these initial phases that our integrity and authenticity will be challenged, and it is our choice to continue pleasing the ego self and others or to embrace who we are.

As ascending souls being authentic is pivotal, for we know that in truth it is God's Source expressing Himself/Herself through us, and when we impede this natural exchange and flow, we too impede God from manifesting His/Her Will throuhg us.

When we want to be with others, and copy others, we do not allow our uniqueness to flow, we are keeping the world from our divine gifts. As ascending souls, we show who we are, and our unique guidance, and we live with an open heart and mind, which does not mean not to have healthy boundaries. We are authentic in what we do, think, feel, and write, otherwise, we are living a double and false life and reality, creating the same false and unaligned reality. 

An integrated being is someone who acts as he/she feels, and thinks. It is someone who acts within Divine Love and Compassion towards the self and All. It is someone who has walked among the shadows, knowing the pain, and the many wounds to repair and feel empathic about others, feeling All as One.

A crystalline divine sovereign integrated being is someone who walks with the utmost respect towards the self and everything within Creation, for he/she knows all is sacred and equal.

When we act with integrity we are already fulfilling our mission, for we are respecting all living forms within Creation. When we allow the ego self to control us, using its mechanism to manipulate or conquer our will, we lie to ourselves, creating the illusion of more separation and causing damage that is hard to repair.

When we act against our true will, we are aligning with the opposite of who we truly are and wish to be, and then similar outcomes appear in our lives. It takes an unconscious decision to align to non-benevolent forces, and a lot of inner work to disengage from them.

The importance of personal integrity should not be underestimated on our journey, for it is what allows us to be aligned to our soul, monad, and Unified Self. When we act differently to what we think and feel, we are not in resonance with our God Self, acting as a trinity, for we are denying our authentic feelings, and hence our soul's guidance and Will.

Doing daily checks by becoming neutral witnesses is essential to detect any egoic trait that may be impeding us from being who we are, for the first and most important step towards ascension is to balance the ego.

• Move into your inner sacred space to witness your thoughts, feelings, and mind self-talk.
• Create healthy boundaries but do not reject everything and everyone for it denotes fear and egoic superiority, as the line is very thin.
• Try to practice unity and compassion towards yourself and All who allow it, for we do not impose our will upon others or interfere.
• Release lower emotions such as fear, hate, anger, victimhood, and many others that distort our authentic self and sense of integrity.
• Practice honesty without harming anyone, always from a respectful space.
• Take full responsibility for who you are and your personal choices. 

These are just some of the basics to start balancing the ego, allowing our true self to emerge and feel more comfortable in expressing itself, authentically. 

When we are of service, we do not forget the self, for it is equally important as if we are not replenished, aligned, and fulfilled, we cannot help the whole. However, we remember that taking care of ourselves is different from narcissism, for when we are of service we remember that service is to All, never to the egoic self.

When we are open to improving and becoming neutral witnesses of who we are, we allow ourselves to see what needs to be shifted, which is precisely what a crystalline sovereign being does to evolve and remember the importance of humility and authenticity, along the journey.

We do not act on egoic impulses. We do not compare, judge, or react violently. We stay firm in our truth, personal loving space and when possible and allowed, we expand the same love to All.

May you always love yourself unconditionally and All within Creation, Beloveds. 

Within Infinite Love,

Natalia Alba