Pluto retrograde - Personal Sovereignty

  “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Marianne Williamson

Beloved Ones, 

It is a time of deep silence, especially after the Scorpion Moon we just had, soul integration and liberation of everything that once served us to evolve but that is no longer aligned with our Unified Self Will. It is a time to witness the lower self, as we destroy old worlds and build new ones that will foment a path of oneness instead of the separated one in which we used to dwell. It is at this time of profound inner change, as we have Pluto, the Heart Planet, "retrograde" in Capricorn, to help us reorganize our tangible life, and we can only do that if first we are aware of our personal power and how we choose to consciously put it. 

At this phase, we find ourselves immersed in the manifestation of our soul desires, within the physical. Remember, Beloveds, building is made from a pure space of authenticity, purity and communion with our soul. One cannot build from the ashes of the old, for they will not serve you to rebuild a new reality but to dis-empower it, by bringing back old memories. 

Building is made from the inner knowledge that we are forever changing, accepting this as a constant, and using the opportunity of the unknown to navigate through new horizons. Building cannot be done if we still hold regrets for past mistakes, as the creation of a new reality is only done when we use our inner Force Light to love what was and embrace what Is, knowing that all serves us in evolving, as we keep climbing an infinite ladder of soul reunion with Source.

Failing to take full responsibility for our thoughts, feelings, words and acts is one of the main reasons why some people give their power away. For every time we do something against the Law of One, it is easy to blame others instead of recognizing our part. This is it is so important to become aware of how we give our power and energy away, by blaming others and victimizing ourselves for what others may have done to us etc., when in truth, what others have done to us is not our responsibility. Our responsibility - response-ability (the ability to respond) - is solely defined by what we give out.

Another way in which we give our power away is by literally poisoning ourselves with processed food, addictions and everything that maintains us attached to a certain person, situation, substance(s) and all that one keeps re-creating in one's reality. All this is not for us to punish ourselves, denying or blaming the part of us who is human. This is for us to become aware of the many beliefs and disempowering habits that are still playing within our mental plane, and that are compulsively making us repeat the same old scenarios, without embodying the lessons.

Diminishing ourselves with negative self-talk is very usual. For every time we tell something negative to ourselves, we are not treating ourselves with compassion, instead, we are creating another program which will keep telling us how unworthy we are - of having all our soul desires and hence, experiencing an abundant, loving and joyful life.

Our own fear and lack of power can also be reflected in our dreams or physical body, for it is our main fountain of guidance to let us know what we are feeling, and creating, in the depths of our being. Dreams are the way our soul has to tell us that we are allowing our fears to control our life instead of our inner Light Force, allowing them to guide us - paralyze us - instead of following our soul's compass, while we walk as human. 

Pluto brings into the light our inner shadows and the aspects of the Self that need to be healed by inner transformation. As it is in the sign of Capricorn, who is a very practical sign, determined to bring all his goals into the physical, we are invited to ask ourselves if we are resolute to put our soul visions within our tangible plane or if we are still living off mere dreams in the ethereal, due to our lower self fears and lack of power. 

At a collective or planetary level, Pluto's effect will make some people feel confused, and for those who are beginning to awake, unable to discern their true path. This is due to the previous need, we all have in this journey, to first embrace our shadow self, before we could step into a higher path of conscious co-creation. Pluto gives us the gift to observe if we are still attached to our human fixation to change or if, on the contrary, we are forever turning old worlds down and flowing with change and the opportunity of soul expansion and a higher creativity. 

Do you only dream of what your human life could be, instead of using your power to build what you desire into the physical? Do you give your power to other people and circumstances to convince yourself that you are not able to change anything, unless they allow you to do so? If so, you are not seeing who you are yet and the best is that all that seems chaotic in your life, is a constant reminder of not what others are making for you, but of the misuse of your own inner power.

Your power resides in the Now, in the capacity of BEing fully present in the moment. Your power goes where you put your love, attention and intention. Therefore, choose wisely whether you waste your Divine Inner Force on meaningless things, or whether you use it to construct and create new outcomes that will assist All.

To transform your life and regenerate yourself, it is essential to first dissolve all the false inner beliefs that impede realisation of who you truly are and the power given to you, to create. Changing your life is done through constantly letting it all go and being at all times aware of who controls your life and who does not. When one feels lack of self-love and respect for the self (an individualized aspect of Source who is immensely loved and appreciated by the Divine) one cannot use his/her power properly, for it has already been given to others or external forces.

When you do not see yourself as an extension of God, then you cannot manage your Divine Force, for you do not even recognize it within yourself. It is when this occurs, that we tend to judge those who walk among us as sovereign beings, as being selfish, and egoic, for they walk as incarnated Gods/Goddesses, instead of mere puppets controlled by cosmic forces or other beings.

The time has come for you to recognize your beauty, power and the effect that your Light has upon All, taking responsibility of every thought, act and choice, for all affects the whole and only we can choose the impact of our Presence on this Planet. We can make it count by seeding love and compassion, or we can choose the opposite. 

Only you can choose what to do with the Divine Gift that was placed within you, to be shared with All.  

Within Infinite love

Natalia Alba