Full Moon Penumbral Lunar Eclipse in Cancer, January 10th, 2020 ~ Self-Restoration

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

Today we have the first eclipse of the year at 20 degrees Cancer, which is, as you know, linked to the Capricorn ones that are going to reign during these two years - 2019, 2020 - and that will provide us with the opportunity to heal emotional wounds and begin to descend, from the non-physical planes into our earthly realm all of our soul visions for our new live. A wonderful eclipse to work on familiar lineage karmic patterns as well and with our upper senses to work on their expansion and healing. 

This is if not the most, one of the most emotional and sensitive eclipses of this new year 2020. I have had since December one of the most profound breakthrough of my entire life and I am sure that for most this is not going to be easy, as due to its opposition with the Sun, we will experience a conflict between the different polarities that lies within us.

The eclipse is opposed by Mercury, Saturn, Pluto and Ceres and trine Neptune, making it even more emotional and sensitive. All this combination can trigger emotional conflict, polarized thinking, emergence of wounds, especial parental ones. 

Cancer - the Mother, one of the most intuitive signs of all the zodiac who lives in the realms of emotions and a higher form of love - represents the female principle of creation, the feminine aspect of us that gives birth, heals and nurtures everything it touches. A natural caretaker, healer and the one who is responsible for birthing our inner visions. As Cancer is the nurturing sign par excellence, it is related to the physical parts of us who feed and protect.

Cancer is also a sign that guides us to the hidden corners of our being that our lower self is not ready yet to face and heal those past wounds that we still hold within without being embraced just because they are too painful for us to accept. Cancer as a natural caretaker and healer is related to the physical parts of us who feed and protect. 

This is why any breast or stomach - uncomfortable - issues, for emotions are processed in our digestive area, will show you where you need to nourish yourself, more, as you are feeding your human fears and this is the way your body has to express itself. It is important to observe our thoughts and feelings, especially the way we talk to ourselves, to be able to find the core of the pain that our bodies experience, for the majority of our body pains tend to come from our own negative programing. 

Healing those aspects of us that are in need of our light and love is essential to evolve and move into the direction of what we wish, with a pure and fresh energy, instead of carrying within ourselves energy from the past that will block us for being in our natural state of bliss as well as to manifest the outcomes that we truly desire to experience rather than the egoic ones that will only satisfy ourselves, temporally. 

In my personal experience with the energies of this eclipse, when I normally deal with any situation, in the best calm and compassionate way that I can, I felt in huge anxiety for days, not knowing how to deal with the feelings that emerge from a particular situation. My dark polarity arose, making sure I know it is still there and that there are things, emotions and conflicts that I have not still worked with. It has been a very intense period, in which, the only thing I desired was not to let people down. However, I was letting myself down, something I worked with, and from what I hope I learnt. 

When we experience these emotional breakthroughs, especially during eclipse times, it is important to listen to what our feelings whether of anxiety or any other ones are telling us. If we desperate and try to cover them, it will not dissappear. If we feel them, listen and move inward, we can find the real root and let it go. Dealing with anxiety was the worst thing for me because even though I knew it was coming from the conflict that was occurring within myself, I could not see what I had to accept, until one finally chooses to listen, sees it and works with it.

If you are experiencing the same, please make sure the first thing you give to yourself is not a pill to cover it, or any other drugs, unless necessary of course, because it will only cover the original wound, impeding you to fully integrate the truth that these feelings are telling you. Pain is simply a feeling, we interpret as uncomfortable, lower etc. However, it is a blessing in disguise, because it is what makes us grow and embrace more inner shadows, and it is only then when the light rise again. 

Faith when things are not going as we expected them to be, is the key to beginning overcoming our present situation and anything that we are waiting to happen, which can only happens when we we shift our state of being to be in resonance with that which is meant to come to us. 

Furthermore, on January 11th we have Uranus direct again as well as Saturn conjunct Pluto in Capricorn. With this planetary encounter the path to move from darkness to light begins. For many that are still in their awakening process this will be a gift as they will finally find clarity to bring change into themselves and lives. 

After a very emotional eclipse and after the collective turmoil that this alignment will generate, for its frequency is meant to awake the masses, search for a new order and reestablishment of values, we are going to being restructuring our lives and getting out of the darkness to find a new direction into our lives, where we can create something new out of the ashes of the old. 

On another hand, within a very earthly year, we begin by being assisted to make our soul visions tangible and go after what we truly desire. This is a harmony portal that literally greets us within this new cosmic cycle that we already began and that is going to give us the opportunity to live as the free sovereign being that we are, using their power to build and work as One rather than fomenting separation.

It is a Moon that invites us to dwell in Oneness, which is what we, as ascending souls, are constantly working on. Unity from both within and in our outer lives which brings healing, integration and the awareness required to unify that which is fragmented by our limited minds and that causes imbalances in our human existence, that at the same time, has an impact in All as well. 

When we finally conquer and understand our inner shadows as well as our light, moving from a state of fragmentation and human illusion into a state of wholeness, is that we are able to transition into a higher state of being and new way of living. Wherever you are is perfect, as this benevolent Universe is always offering us infinite soul encounters and different experiences for us to remember our True Path, which is always one of soul integration and constant expansion. Wherever you are, is always leading you to where you should be next, do not compare yourself to others, for you - as well as your journey - is unique and precious.

This loving Full Moon in Cancer is inviting us to give up all inner fights and surrender to a Higher Intelligence and begin to create a universal family, as well as mastering the art of creating the perfect harmony and balance within so we can navigate through our physical reality as well as relationships. For it is when we finally leave our old perspective of how things should be behind, that everything in our human existence begins to manifest in its natural form, just as our life experiences are meant to occur and not as we want them to be.

I wish you All a blessed and healing Eclipse in Cancer, Beloved Companions! Thanks for all the love and kindness towards me, for it is deeply felt and appreciated.

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba