Full Moon in Gemini, December 11th/12th, 2019 ~ Mental & Emotional Healing

No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path.

Gautama Buddha

Beloved Light Emissaries, 

Endings and hence new beginnings are around the corner for all of us ascending souls who have been doing the inner work of conscious liberation and clearing required for us to integrate the new light that is being descend to us. This does not only imply to work on our emotional and mental bodies but in a subatomic level as well, as dissolution of the old must occur at all levels of our physical and non-physical reality. We are literally leaving behind an old self and embracing higher levels of consciousness and a new direction for many of us that has come maybe not at our human time but always at a Divine One.

We end the month and year with a last Full Moon at 19 degrees Gemini. One that comes to help us remove the ashes of the old and work on polarity synthesis as we continue integrating these new frequencies whose harmonic band cannot coexist with our old lower one. This Moon is for us to complete a cycle and enter into this Capricorn new one by being renewed and with a clear vision of what we are going to bring into form in the following stage of our human lives.

Gemini is a mutable sign. One that adapts to change and life transitions. This is precisely what many of us are undergoing at this time and what others will be invited to do, for it is in our nature to be constantly in motion, as the illusion of remain the same is but a mere mental construction. Gemini represents our silver and golden (feminine and masculine) aspects, and like them, in embracing each other in an equal and rhythmical dance of Love and Oneness. For as Gemini reminds us, it is only by inner fusion that we can create equal and balanced relationships.

The Twins will help us to focus our attention into our regained higher wisdom, to deepen into our relationships - and enjoy the love and the rewards of all we have cultivated - for not only do we live of work and challenges. Our truly natural state is always one of bliss and that should be remembered, in the midst of all the intensity, we are experiencing. 

Gemini will also assist us to express our hearts and feelings, by communicating with freedom, and discernment. Gemini is not just about dwelling in the mental realm but in the emotional one as well, and at the Full Moon time with the energies and Planetary events that accompany this moon, we will be given the cosmic gift to heal our emotional boy in ways we cannot imagine, if we know how to align with this massive healing influx that again propitiates change. 

During the next six months we are going to have such an amalgamation and massive influx of energies that it will be only by moving inward and feeling how they affect us that we could co-create with them. Within this new dimensional space there is no such a thing as separating energies by days, cosmic events or any other human illusion. All this serves us, in a human level, and it is in a way necessary for us to understand them, however, as we evolve we will realize the lack of meaning that time and space truly have, in the new dimensional space that many of us already transit. 

Everything is happening at the same time, and as we continue evolving within this eternal spiral, we will realize that the more we evolve the less separation there is regarding the way we see now energies. This is why it is so important to understand that knowing how to align with the proper frequencies we desire to work with, is what will allow us to manifest the desired healing we are so eager to find or the abundance and/or other manifestations that will help us heal and dissolve old frequencies. 

The Full Moon in Gemini will be highly influenced by Neptune which square the Sun and the Moon and a triple conjunction, as Venus will conjunct Saturn and Pluto at the same time that Saturn will also conjunct Pluto. With the T-square involving Neptune change at all levels of our human experience will be prompt to occur, if we desire to shift our lives this is going to be a unique opportunity for us to create the change we would like to experience. This will manifest in form of a new location and many other changes that have to do with giving a new direction to our lives and mission, as it is a constant for the ascending souls that we never remain fixed in one place and in our ways to do our work of assistance. 

Regarding the triple conjunction, this is going to be a great opportunity to push ourselves into the new by releasing what is not working and begin to remove the obstacles that are in between where we are and our happiness. What challenges us makes us stronger and wiser. With this combination, we will be defied to look at our survival fears, relationships and abundance, remembering that all the previous elements come from the love we first feel for our own selves. 

This is about working on the conscious removal of what is still distorted within our DNA and mental plane - fake programs, human illusions etc - to be able to release the fear that was implanted to us regarding our limitations, eons ago, and that are diminishing our true potential. 

Some of these programs are unconscious and comes from inherit genetic patterns, as it goes until nine generations the many habits and personalities traits that we tend to repeat, many times do not even belong to us. Other are self-created when we were in panful situations that we were not yet able to understand, from a higher perspective, and hence we tended to create a small version of who we are, telling ourselves how little we can accomplish and therefore fomenting fear.

We are never inadequate, inferior or weak. We are powerful beyond our human understanding and this is precisely what causes us the majority of the troubles we have when manifesting an abundant and loving reality. The lack of self-confidence in who we truly are is the main problem, as we have created the delusion of who we are not for so long that we no longer distinguish what our authentic self from the illusory one.

What we call mistakes is simply our human self trying to remember its real power. It is not by remaining in the same state of consciousness that we move forward, but precisely about making mistakes and experiencing challenges that we are able to regain knowledge of who we are and begin anew. This is what this Moon will offer us, the opportunity to conclude with a cycle and plant the seeds of a new one. 

Mental & Emotional healing

As the Full Moon quincunx Venus, Pluto and Saturn which makes everything easier for us to create the shift desired, we will have a wonderful opportunity to work on healing our emotional wounds, as this is one of the main imbalances to treat when we desire to embody higher levels of consciousness. There are many who are not yet aware of the original cause behind their constant feeling of pain or unworthiness. 

Others have sexual wounds so hard to bring into the surface that they have hidden them without knowing why they have issues in their current partnerships. Unhealed wounds are the main cause of what impedes us to step into a higher frequency and until we treat them, for more than we try we could not hold the desired vibration to move beyond these old pains.

As you know ascension is precisely about working in releasing emotional wounds, as well as working with our mental fixed beliefs. This is what truly liberates us from old paradigms and programs. There are many traumatic wounds that remain unhealed and that need of our attention and care, as behind them lie a deep wound that is the main root of the majority of the painful feelings and other issues that are impeding us to maintain balanced relationships with both ourselves and other people.

Gemini may seem to dwell in duality, as the twins seems separated and acting with individuality. However, there is nothing further than that, for they both act as a reminder of how important both polarities are for us to become whole and One again, as without one the other could not exist.

We are in a transition in which polarity integration is one of the first steps towards regaining unity consciousness and healing. Nonetheless, before this inner work, mental and emotional healing is one of the first steps to heal the many traumas that are still keeping us hurt and small, making us unable to regain our sovereignty and freedom.

To release emotional traumatic wounds, or inherited patterns throughout our familiar generations, there are many tools we can use that will help us in the conscious dissolution of pain, which should be integrated for it to be fully dissolved. It is through denial or hiding past wounds that we free ourselves from mental slavery.

The following tools are one of the most effective ones for us to work with our mental and emotional bodies, especially at this time when the energies received are supporting us to clear ourselves from past energies.

• Recognizing the wound: This is about acknowledging the main wound without reopening it, which will only serve to dwell in pain, regrets and in the past. This is the first step towards conscious healing. The second one - as always - is to be empathic and compassionate with ourselves rather than being constantly beating ourselves up for the things we have not yet healed.

Remember that it is about allowing us to feel, opening ourselves to what lies behind them rather than blaming or punishing ourselves. It is about seeing ourselves and past stories and relationships as if you are seeing your own life movie and being strong to only take what you need to heal, without dwelling much in the wound, what will help you heal. 

• EFT - as an EFT practitioner I used to work with this technique to release blockages that were in my body due to the amount of painful energy accumulated within it and that was not possible to be released with just having the will to do so. This tool helped me tremendously until I began to work on different levels. It is a very useful one when we have to work more on a physical level as there are many stagnant emotions that are still in our emotional plane and that have not been brought into the conscious.

• Body scan technique to release pain. This tool is well-known, and it is about focusing on a certain part of your body - for example in your genital area if the wound is related to physical abuse - and release the pain that is stuck in this area. There are also other parts of our bodies that ache and that we do not understand, as there is no medical reason related to this pain and from where it comes. This is most of the times related to the association that our bodies make with certain memories and therefore where the pain physically remains.

• Exercise: This can seem easy but for many it is not as they do not even find resonance with their bodies or take care of them as a sacred vehicle. Exercising, whether it is yoga, running etc, will not just help our bodies to be strong and flexible, which is pivotal, but to release lower energies and the emotional baggage we carry as an energetic backpack. Doing the inner work required with physical exercise will help us in our healing process tremendously. 

• Breathing techniques to regulate blood circulation and to consciously absorb and integrate the Life Force our body needs to function, as well as for relaxing purposes. 

• Expression of painful feelings. This is important for saying what we feel helps us finding the main root of what is impeding us to move forward. 

• Focusing in the Now. When we live focused on the past, we are bringing this same energy and situations into our present moment, being unable to disengage ourselves from the same old habits and outcomes. The past may have our same name and surname etc. but we all know who we used to be is not the same person that we are not and all these past actions even the ones coming from people who we believe have hurt us, are nothing but mere humans interpretations now. As a quote by LP Hartle says, one that came to my mind while writing these words: The past is a foreign country: they do things differently there.

• Acceptance. This is probably, if not the most, one of the most important ones that we should be practising at all times. It is so important to accept ourselves as we are, as a part of the Divine,  that many simply choose to engage in the 3D manipulation of how they should look like or behave and consume themselves by self-negative talk, diminishing themselves when in truth they are sacred as well as All within Creation Is, for All descends from the same Loving Source. 

We have ahead a wonderful new month for us to work on conscious clearing. December acts as a gateway for us to traverse the threshold that still unites us with the past and with our new timeline. We are heading into a limitless space in which everything that is not yet healed together with our doubts and fears shall be dissolved, as even though we tend to see our fears and doubts as irrelevant, it is precisely this lower state of being what truly impedes us to heal, mentally and emotionally, keeping us limited, repeating old results that no longer are aligned with the reality that our soul desires to experience next.

Balance, as the Twins remind us, comes when we finally release our shadows, and instead of denying them, we embrace them, without labelling and/or judging what we find in them. 

Balance is only possible when we love All as equal, for All is God and All comes back to God, As this Infinite Source appreciates, loves and embraces All as equal, the rest are mere human perceptions and judgments. 

It is simply a matter of personal choice and dedication to this evolutionary path to begin seeing everything as One, putting this into practice in our human real, or continue dwelling in separation, and in the illusion or good and bad. 

I wish you a blessed Moon and wonderful December Beloveds!

In love and light ∞

Natalia Alba 

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